Debi-I am sorry that you have to go through this as well-like you said I would not wish this on my worst enemy-if I had any idea the psychological/emotional trauma that would come as a result of a "nose job" I would have gone running from the plastic surgeons.
It is true-it changes your life-for the worse-I want to cry every time I look in the mirror-and to know I brought it all upon myself-sorry to be depressing-but I want to save others from the emotional hell I am in.
Leave your nose alone-it gives your face character and makes you who you are!!!