I was regarded as being too thin by people around me when in fact I was just very healthy eating at least 4-5 meals a day, I was happy , healthy and energetic---> then came the pressure to eat and my fear if I did not then I would be regarded as weird. Well in theend I would eat little in front of people and then binge behind closed doors ( kind of showing what is expected and then doing what is wanted) . I diagnose myself. I have become a bulimic 6 months ago. I am starting my fast tomorrow Day 1. I need support. b/c Iam simply doing it to get back my peace my healthy weight, and my life.