Re:OH WOW it's almost too good to be true.

Most of my dreams like this are extremly peaceful. Water is very clean and clear with maybe a slight wave but when I swim, it is fast, graceful, and the water smooth. I'm ususally almost always happy.
Weirdest thing is...about 2 years ago when we came here, we started spending an aweful lot of time down at sea world. Well, I felt like a kind of strange bond with the whales and dolphins. I HAD to be near them. Just touching the large 12 foot high glass pannels between us and the whales, was unbeleiveably stimulating and I felt like I was rejuvinating. Does that make any sense. I felt so full of life everytime I left there. There's a peace there. Also...there were strange times the the whales or dolphins would be swimming by and then just STOP..right in front of ME! and we just stared at each other...peacefully.
Another time My husband was video taping us at the Boston aquarium and one of the LARGE fish was following my hand...all the rest swam by but this thing had a fascination with me and my hand. Not sure what that was all about but we have it on video tape and everyone was trying to figure it out.

This is almost scary. I'm not a perfect person and have made and still make many mistakes. My heart is always peaceful but there are times I'm in times of turbulance and can get angry.
My true heart however is peaceful. Ifeel it is this crazy life, and society that brings the worse out of us.

I have had a harsh life. and yet my spirit calls for peace. I feel negative when there is no peace and I'm still in that great search for it. I hope to acheive it before I pass from this world. And I want my children to experience it. Right now we're going throug hard times....again. I hope it just gets better and never stops. :)
I dream of it.
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