Hi, i will turn 40 this sept. and i was with him since i was 27-38, i had a daughter before i was with him so i am blessed with an incredible seventeen year old girl. she is my sweet girl..:) I am ver filled with love and really would love another child or two, as would my daughter for me. but ive been really struggling emotionally and i am so insecure and un trusting...i cant even see myself in a relationship. it really is sad... i really need to work on me but i feel this time pressure on me which also makes me feel like it wont happen...sorry so negative but im in such a bad place right now.