Keima, you can just say that the reason God put it in your heart to keep posting here on Curezone was to help others like me that are still struggling. You have been such a blessing and do believe that this time I will go the long haul of what I have set out.. I do have a juicer for the transition and have looked up raw menus to follow for a couple of weeks.. So I am still on the water. So since I have messed up do to birthday parties and other emotions.. I had such a liberating experience and church and did what you described I gave it over to God.. I am now going to do water only till March 3rd Then juicing for 21 days and then Raw for 28 days.. Then follow a strict low carb low glycemic and start eating more often etc.. Also develop moderation and realize where I am and make sure I never go back to that.. Thank you again.. You are a blessing!! I am very proud of you and wish you the very best..