Kevin, hi I am the one who wrote to you but you got to get suicide out of your mind. I am willing to help you to please my God only that reason. People want to help the people sick because that is what we do.
No medicine will work with a negative attitude. I guarantee you that if you don't have faith in me and my cures then your mental condition alone will kill the cure. You first have to pray and ask God to help you and then have faith in his mercy. Your pain is for a reason to wipe out all of your prior sins and make you clean. So lets start off again.
Kevin, do you really want to be cured with all your heart? Are you willing to keep an open mind to the miracle of God?
You need to read hundreds of articles here on the forum and get to know about black seed so when you take the cure, you will be healed. Do not rush into anything and you have to make the effort. Look at the "R" articles and they are the most important ones. It takes time, it will not be accomplished over night but I feel very sure you will be healed.
The first thing you need to do is find a good quality black seed oil that is cold pressed. I have several links on the forum or go to a health food store and look for one that does not state it is black caraway. This is black cumin, nigilla sativa, habba baraka. Step number one: http://curezone.com/forums/am.asp?i=1345931
Here is one of the many remedies for heart burn
2. Heart burn: Add a few drops of black seed oil to a hot cup of milk and add one teaspoon of honey. Also, eat a lot of lettuce.
But you have more than heartburn so I want you to take 1 t. of the oil each day one hour before any meal that you are eating. Then 3 times a day you need to have the above recipe.
Try this for 4 days, if it does not work in 4 days with absolutely no improvement, we will change the dosage. If you see any relief then it is working.
I will be searching for more remedies and will get with you. Remember positive outlook begets positive results. I am doing all my sites for free, I get no money, no compensation at all. I am doing this for the sake of Allah,swt, so he will be happy with me. I help people because it makes me happy. All you have to do is ask.