Re: poster child....

It's very kind of you, Wombat, thank you. I wanna be well so passionately that if someone told me they'd stood on one foot at the top of Machu Pichu and chanted at dusk and it worked - I'd get a paper route and get a ticket asap. Iodine has changed everything. I know it might not kill or chelate everything but it's given me the understanding that it's possible and my efforts won't be for not. I won't wither in a bed somewhere, having lost what I thought was going to be a bangin' lifetime. It's been so hard to get ill young and watch my friends graduate college and go on to have productive times. Many of them have children. I've cried over this more than I think I cried over losing my family.

I am so, so grateful to have found this forum. Vulcanel, Wombat, Trapper, Newport, HOW, Cora, Glaxony - you all are Spirit Guides and I don't even think you know it. You've given me back the opportunity to fix my puzzle and I keep you in my gratitude list daily.

I do think about mold. I also know it's a bit of mono and a few other micro bugs. I'm thinking about mycoplasma. What I'm really onto right now is condyloma and miasms. This is my new theory. The hard part: I got 'condyloma'(supposedly from hpv) when I was fourteen, from a guy that's in jail now. I was told I'd always have it and that if I kept my immunity up, it'd probably not resurface. I was devastated. The 'treatment' was probably just as toxic as the virus itself. I've never seen physical evidence again and I've tested negative ever since for hpv (what's up with that? maybe it wasn't hpv, I dunno) - but I wonder what it did to my immunity. Now about the miasms - I'm Native American. I have several slices of tribes in me. I know that miasms affected most the tribes and many deadly viruses wiped out many tribes (like the smallpox-infested blankets given to the Cherokee by the US government).

If a miasm affects the next many generations, perhaps that's what paved the way for other things to accumulate. Between my blood and it's experiences, chemicals and an STD at fourteen - perhaps that's what I need to focus most on next. I'm looking at how to create a new protocol that will work well with iodine. I'm researching as much as I can on how to couple frequency generation with strong herbs for the next round.

I do know it's possible now. And nine months ago when detoxing was kicking my arse - I wasn't so sure. I called my Godmom and said - maybe I wasn't meant to make it. Maybe I was meant to die young like my mom and brother. She had the dream that night that Iodine was what I needed. Everything really is very different now!

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