love.(period)
Pre-nde, I plotted and schemed methods of murdering other human beings because my pastor and President told me other nations' men, women, children, and suckling babes were evil in the sight of God... Post NDE, I came to understand God loved each man, woman, child, and suckling babe my pastor and President hated as bright as God loved me... I could no longer hold any interest in murdering people. Killing another person became repulsive and the only evil I could find was the evil words coming from the mouths of pastors and Presidents...and thoughts in my own mind... People in general are not evil...but almost everyone can be influenced toward darkness by those who claim to hear from God who is light but know only the darkness.
I reject the words of any President, Prime Minister, Pope, Preacher, Cleric, King or any other human being that claims killing is God's will.... God... who is love... is not a murderer. There is another lesser God who men pray to but he is the father of maggots. Father of time and death is here for just a season. The greater God... who is love and the very goodness in every imagination... is the end of days while the lesser God is the inbetween... The clock ticks and tocks but one day its noisy clanging dissonance will end...
As the last wave breaks on the last shore in the last moment of time....
all that will remain is the greater love of light....
While My days are numbered... the love I received and the love I gave...
will never ever wash away... then each sparkling moment I shined will remain...beyond the end of time... who and what... is God who is love...love.(period)