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So I hope I can make some of you feel better. I was in the scared place you are, I have been through it all and I'm sure you will get better. Just try to relax, live healthy and know that time is your friend. Each month that passed my spirits lifted a little more.
Good luck to all of you. Thank God for this forum. I am clicking allow visitors to email you, so if anyone wants to e-mail me, that would be fine.