Re: Feeling very lonely, unappreciated
Have you taken a good IQ test?
Some of these IQ tests online are based on aquired knowledge, which is completely bogus. Fluid IQ means pure raw brainpower. Test that.
The crap they teach in psychology class, that people with high IQs are normal, sociable & just like everyone else is BS.
Hi IQ, high brainpower, highly intelligent people, do not fit in. They are easily bored by surface-level conversation, & it sticks out. They do not talk the same, look the same, or act the same. Something sets them apart, & it is a lonely world for such people, normally, but when 2 highly developed people, whether it be intellectual, spiritual..., get together, look out, the very fabric of reality may rip.
Look at the life of Jesus. How many friends did he have, relative to those who rose against him, & even of those few, how many of them were faithful to the end. Darkness hates the light, & while the majority of people arent necissarily dark like Darth Vadar, our educational system, & church education systems, & popular media do not train & guide in the best direction for real growth, health, maturity, & knowledge.
I'm not preaching elitism here, it's just the way it is, & those whose eyes are blind, & minds are dim, will have no idea what in the hell I'm talking about, because they cannot see past their own level of development, & I wouldnt be surprised if I get some heat for saying this, but I'd rather get heat for standing for what's right & being a beacon to those whose minds are fertile, then hide behind the status quo. The more you let your light shine, the more you become a target from the jealous, but it's all worth it. Read the poems of Hafez, Attar & Rumi & know that you were never alone.