Re: Feeling discouraged

Monday I was so depressed I didn't even go to work. I didn't want to get out the house. I don't want to be around people. I rather stay home with my husband and my son then be around anybody. The last 2 days have been a struggle to just get out of bed and function.

The anxiety I guess I'm just worried about every thing. Worried about having a period or if I'm pregnant. Other stuff that doesn't even matter. I am obbsessing over stuff that is pointless, hence the arguement with my brother in law and his gf, which is causing a huge riff with the family. However, my husband feels it justified becuase he stands behind me, so that makes it a little better. But the way I feel is just making issues worse. It could just be the situation I'm in but I think the PMS feelings are making it 10 times worse. Every little thing bothers me or sets me off. I just wanna be like I was 2 weeks ago :( no anxeity, happy. Told my husband today I feel like I need a valum. I'm not taking any meds rite now. I was put on Prozac/lithum 3 yrs ago for bi-polar but I go off my meds often. It has been about a year since I have taken them. If things don't get better soon I will have to start them agian :( Tweet