Life is difficult and hard when you are ill, it sucks. Yes it sucks the sanity and power right out of you. But you can be above all that
For a long time I was an egg head. Yes a complete egg head. Whenever I saw somebody have success with something and posted their results, feeling happy and really had the love to share, I was envy, because I also wanted to be 'free' and have all that enthusiasm. I saw how much work and effort that person had put down to improve their health. Either their protocols were long and really thorough, or they got some positive test results that gave them answers to their suffering, or they grew and got another perspective on their life, and then healed.
Such posts makes you realize that ones misery can end, it is not endless or incurable, it just takes heck of a work.
And that takes responsibility and growing up. And since I was incapable of this, instead I was envy and thought "Eh!". And I was in a wheel, and envy, and sick and hopeless. And fighting myself.
Each of us has certain emotions and thoughts that comes up in these situations and it is easy to become your own egg head.
I was an egg head. It was frustration and fear and panic at once, together with not taking responsibility, and rolling in misery.
And, so snap out of it!
Today, whenever I see something postive be posted, may it be a personal story, a discovery or an article, or that somebody shares their lab results, I celebrate!
Heck everytime something positive is up, I celebrate inside because it is A MIRACLE to finally be one step closer to the truth! I wanna join this JOY.
It is up to each individual to do whatever they please with their issues/results/protocols. But certainly, and please do, become a part of the success or positive information, beacuse when it is shared out in the open it is simply a desire to give you some of that success and take away your burden for a moment, give you light! No need to fight it down in any way or be suspicious about the intent.
Be happy! :)