Thanks for the replies. I can completely understand this statement, as it is totally logical
What can I say, when you feel better, you want to get out in the world and do stuff.
I have done the same thing quite a few times, but only because i didn't feel %100 well or confident that i could tell others to use the same methods. I have gotten quite a bit more steady, i'm just leveled out on the very low end of the spectrum, and have my teeth gnashing days still.
I am not here to discourage oir offend anyone from trying new things, or from their efforts. I still have lots of hope left, i just choose to question allot. I just wish to express how i feel about the thousands of thoughts i have about this issue, and i'm not scared to speak about it.
I would love to hear some more opinions on the matter