Bless your heart Uly. I offer you my deepest and most heartfelt condolensces.
Yes, a person's hearing is the last thing to go. And yes, one can hear everything going on around them when they are unconscious. I personally experienced this when I was in a coma for a day and a half in November of 2005.
Regardless of what we do to care for a loved one, upon their departure, it is normal to feel that we have not done enough. I did the very same thing upon my mother's death and I still carry some guilt as to what I could have, should have done. Maybe....... just maybe.......... The thing is we did all we could and we did it with all the love in our hearts. Realistically, we could have done no more. Whether you told her you loved her or not, she knew of your love for her. You would not have cared for her in the way you did if you did not love her. Love is just not words, its actions. In fact, actions speak louder than words.
As to what went on with the paramedics. sigh....... I went through several experiences where doctors did not make the right call and I knew enough of the condition where I had to confront them and insist on the right protocol. Keep in mind that back then I knew nothing with regard to natural healing, so I did the best I could. Even then, doctors were negligent informing me at times that her breathing was fine when I knew for a fact that it was not. My mom also died because of COPD. In my opinion, the paramedics should not have carried her, especially if she had serious congestion going on. Where was the gurney? And we will never know what went on in the ambulance. My own mother died because of the negligence of aids bathing her. After I had specifically told them to leave her in bed, when I went to the kitchen to prepare a breathing treatment they carried her to the bathroom and this caused an immediate massive heart attack that took her life.
It is true that a viral infection is very dangerous to a person with COPD. Yet, her catching the virus from you was not your fault. It is just life. You did all you could.
Uly, your mom is not gone, she was reborn into another life. Furthermore, she knows how much you love her. Death does not break the bonds of love.
I hope that you are able to locate the missing documents, but please bear in mind that this has no bearing on her. No matter what goes on in this plane, she is at peace.
Please do not lose faith in natural healing, as it does work. You just have to discover what works for you. Keep in mind, you have been and are still under a lot of emotional stress and this affects our physical bodies. I always say, if the emotional root of the problem is not resolved, no matter what we do, we will not realize total healing. You are only 34 years old, you have your whole life ahead of you. If it makes you feel any better, my thirty's was the worst time of my life. I suffered from chronic fatigue, anxiety, panic and I thought I would never get well. For me, it took quite a few years but I did achieve total healing. In my case, the basis for these health problems was emotional. Yes, and with these conditions very often a conventional doctor cannot find a thing wrong with you. Very frustrating.
With regard to your worries, try not to project. This can result in "what if" thinking and "what if's" seldom materialize. Take everything one day at a time. There are always solutions. Can you stay with your sister until you are on your feet, or can you get some type of government assistance? Ask around, investigate, there are always solutions.
I know that life seems hopeless right now, but I promise you it's not. Just take everything one step at a time. And take time out to grieve. This is a part of healing.
I sincerely hope I have been able to lift at least part of the burden in your heart.
I wish you my very best,
Luella
If you are someone who is bombarded with the astrology reading or you could get from anything to everything with a horoscope by date of birth, this blog is for you. Never ever brush off the fact that astrology and all these mystical things are for weak people. Because there is no better boat than a horoscope to help a man cross over the sea of life.
If you are still wondering who you are or what this particular thing means in you or even why is this happening to me, visit an astrologer right away. Because it would certainly help you in understanding who you are as a person. With the help of your Sun and Moon signs, you can get to know the past, present, and even future of your life. And getting to know your horoscope by date of birth does not mean, the exact thing is going to happen. It would just give you indications of what might happen and how you can be careful to avoid the worst.
New venture set-up is crucial for any businessman’s life. Choosing in between job and business is a difficult task too. While business framework comes naturally to some people, the other had to go through trail-and-error method. Get your horoscope checked since it determines whether you are fit for the business or not.
How is my married life going to be? Is it arranged-marriage or love marriage? What could be the possibility of his/her position? Well, these questions are not new to us. We all get such thoughts. But the best part is with the planetary positions and your horoscope by date of birth, we can determine your relationship compatibility.
Oh, yes! With an astrological reading, you can even know come to know your best career options. Such as, what abilities or skills could bring you luck and go on with flying colors. If you are wondering what career path might fit for you, the reading could help you eventually. One of the primay benefits of astrology reading is that you get to know what is your cup of tea. Make use of it since you need not have to shift from one job to another or even curse yourself why is this not working for me. Good luck for your career, btw.
You might have come across a few astrologers who can say everything about you even before you meet them. Only with a study of your sun sign, birth time, and other astrological factors. So, with the help of the same, they can even determine which areas you can visit carelessly, or at which time do you have to get started, and much more. Prevention is always better than cure, isn’it?
You do not disagree, right? One of many benefits of astrology reading is that you can get to know which region hospital can promise you the best. It is not something new in town. For over decades and decades, we all look for the best time for surgeries in order to avoid complications and get a good, positive result.
Do you know that we can also get to know which particular location can have an affect in your lifestyle? Yes, we can. With your birth chart and current transits, you can move to the perfect place that is appropriate for you and that fetches the benefits within. Sri Guruji - the best astrologer in Hyderabad can help you with your relocation idea and make sure you are stressfree and have all kinds of growth.
How many times have you said, ‘it’s just...it’s just...I am Leo!’ Many times, it wasn’t your exact intention, but things just go on. Weren’t they? With a pyschological astrology, anyone make alterations to their personalities and stay out from the trouble. With natural counselling skills, you can get the beneficial support, insight, and guidance. Try it out! You won’t regret.
hello,
i´m interested in learning a very slow & long breathing (dry version / not under water) for medicinal purposes.
my goal is to reach 1 breath per 1 - 3.minutes, so i´d be grateful for any idea or suitable method to reach my goal without suffocation
i ´d like to try learning this: "REGENESIS" https://www.scribd.com/document/18114563/Regenesis-1
regenesis is a wonderful healing techniques, introduced by a great Mr. Rasmusson http://www.houseofhealinghands.com/RasmussonBob/rasmussonb.html
i think his name shouldn´t be forgotten so quickly.
thanks for any tips!
"Cannabis suppresses your immune system."
Where did you come up with this idea? On the contrary.
Truth is...
"Recent published research on CD4 immunity in AIDS patients found no compromise to the immune systems of patients undergoing cannabis therapy in clinical trials.[11]"
americansforsafeaccess.org/article.php
Patients have long told us that cannabis has been helpful to them in the treatment of their arthritic conditions. Science has now demonstrated that the THC component of cannabis is a very effective analgesic (pain killer), and that the CBD (cannabidiol) component has unique immunomodulatory benefits as an antagonist of tumor necrosis factor-alpha, supporting benefits in treatment of rheumatoid arthritis, as well as Crohn's disease and psoriasis. It appears that cannabis-based medicines will likely be an important component of arthritis treatment in the 21st century.
...Cannabis has also been shown to have powerful immune-modulation and anti-inflammatory properties,[23-26] suggesting that it could play a role not just in symptom management but treatment of arthritis. In fact, one of the earliest records of medical use of cannabis, a Chinese text dating from ca. 2000 BC, notes that cannabis "undoes rheumatism," suggesting its anti-inflammatory and immune modulating effects were known even then.[27]
Modern research on cannabidiol (CBD), one of the non-psychoactive cannabinoid components of cannabis, has found that it suppresses the immune response in mice and rats that is responsible for a disease resembling arthritis, protecting them from severe damage to their joints and markedly improving their condition.[28-29]
...The immuno-modulatory properties of a group of fats found in cannabis, known as sterols and sterolins, have been used as natural alternatives to conventional rheumatoid arthritis treatments that employ highly toxic drugs to either suppress the entire immune response of the body or to palliate pain and the inflammatory process without correcting the underlying immune dysfunction.
Cytokines play a role in either fuelling or suppressing the inflammation that causes damage in rheumatoid arthritis and some other diseases. The release of selected cytokines is impaired by cannabis, but the findings differ by cell type, experimental conditions, and especially the concentration of the cannabinoids examined.[38-41] A sterol/sterolin combination has been experimentally demonstrated to reduce the secretion of the pro-inflammatory cytokines controlled by the TH2 helper cells and to increase the number of TH helper cells that regulate the secretion of antibodies from the B cells. This selective activation and inhibition of the immune system results is an effective control of the dysfunctional auto-immune response.
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The cannabinoid system and immune modulation
Studies on the effects of marijuana smoking have evolved into the discovery and description of the endocannabinoid system. To date, this system is composed of two receptors, CB1 and CB2, and endogenous ligands including anandamide, 2-arachidonoyl glycerol, and others. CB1 receptors and ligands are found in the brain as well as immune and other peripheral tissues. Conversely, CB2 receptors and ligands are found primarily in the periphery, especially in immune cells. Cannabinoid receptors are G protein-coupled receptors, and they have been linked to signaling pathways and gene activities in common with this receptor family. In addition, cannabinoids have been shown to modulate a variety of immune cell functions in humans and animals and more recently, have been shown to modulate T helper cell development, chemotaxis, and tumor development. Many of these drug effects occur through cannabinoid receptor signaling mechanisms and the modulation of cytokines and other gene products. It appears the immunocannabinoid system is involved in regulating the brain-immune axis and might be exploited in future therapies for chronic diseases and immune deficiency.
http://www.jleukbio.org/content/74/4/486.full
So, on we go.
The women the OAS pulled out and hung in a security cell in the town square, with their memories and list of crimes from the last 1000 years posted on each, were put there for the king to decide their fate. There were about 25 there by the end of the nite.
The king was expecting this after the OAS told him what he'd found. So he, plus the four high lords, went down the row, reviewing the memories and observed crimes of the women, deciding their fate. Of that 25, the group in judgment couldn't find one single woman who wasn't so thoroughly corrupted that a life reset would help, even Zen's mother. They rarely ever resort to reading memories, so she'd slipped thru that first time.
They were all sentenced to death, permanent death. Which, their bodies were killed and their heads destroyed and the spirit was sucked out into a soul container. The king asked the OAS to take them out somewhere beyond the galaxy and destroy the spirits so there'd be no way they'd ever make it back to earth. The king really wanted far more punishment for them, but he realized it'd just give them the chance to escape and be more problem. See, somebody learned something from all those TV shows where the good guys go soft and don't get rid of their enemies, with lasting bad results. Lol
So, whew I thought, finally I could get back to normal and get rid of all these attacks spell/curses. But nope, they started up the thirst/dehumidfying spells started as soon as I lay down. I couldn't believe it---the women doing the attacking knew the consequences for this behavior and so the OAS found 5 women this time and hung them up for judgment; crimes and memories posted with them—again all very corrupt.
Well, that ought to do it! I thought. But the next nite another group attacked me, with the same results. And finally after about 4 nites of this, the OAS was getting quite annoyed so when he noticed one of the women had an energy trail which he traced it to it's source. It led downwards deeper and north. Hum, both of us were thinking they had another talisman buried down there somewhere, maybe. After a bit, we popped out on this rough stone balcony thing.
And down in the vast cavern below there was this huge black beast thing, complete with black horns red eyes and a gaping hole where the mouth should be. It was extremely powerful and as soon as it saw us, it roared up to attack us. We, being of good sense popped ourselves right back out of there. We turned and looked at each other. What the hell was that???
We went back to the surface and sought out the king. We told him what we'd found. I suggested we keep very quiet about this and be very careful about who was around in any planning sessions because clearly this was a huge threat that needed dealing with. And after the witch thing, we might not know who was working for that monster.
So more tomorrow. Sheesh, that was one really terrifying being.
So we got our heads huddled, the OAS, (actually the El-*th and the grey's OAS too), me, the king, the four high lords, and started trying to figure this out. First what/who was this beast?? I could see from his skin being all flat black looking and very rough, he was a demon universe entity who was incredibly old; they, like dragons get bigger with age.
I've been thinking about how in heck you kill the entities from that universe for a while now. They're silica based, not carbon, so essentially, they're stone. So first off, energy bolts or bullets or swords had little effect. It chipped them or melted little spots on their surface—no big deal and a waste of time and precious energy.
So I explained that to the group. I told them, in my thinking, it was like figuring out how you'd destroy a stone statue or building—something like a wreaking ball, sledge hammers, air dropped explosive bombs, big rocks dropped on them, jack hammers, anything that would crack or shatter them. And maybe one of those industrial lazers that could cut stone. And just keep pounding.
This monster was, we figured out trying to be an OAS without becoming one. Just by controlling forces of el-*th, humans and demon world entities. Most of which didn't even realize they were serving him. His name was Bael.
Must be a common name over there, because that was the name of that demon spirit I had helping me. He knew I was destined to deal with the El-*th, who wouldn't really deal with those types of entities because they were very aggressive about people on their land and attacked the traveling caravans of El-*th regularly. So he said he'd helped watch out for me so that I could ask the El-*th to stop the hybrids from shooting highly damaging powerful nuclear weapons thru the portal and destroying the access to this world and making a large section of the demon side unusable. It was near where his people lived and he believed that destruction would annihilate them. I did ask, of course, and the El-*th were able to stop that. The hybrids were trying to get rid of witnesses.
Anyway, this Bael was actually behind the hybrids too, although I'm not sure they ever realized it. He literally was Satan. The most evil force in existence. I've been wrong—there was a satan being pushing all these dark evil agendas. The hybrids were his pawns. Wow---I never even saw a glimpse of him and of course the coven was devoted to his service (luckily it was already disbanded). The breath of his power and influence was staggering. The OAS has 7 billion but this character had close to 6 billion with all the different species. This battle was going to be basically Armageddon---he'd been preparing for a very long time.
But we wanted to make sure it didn't go like he wanted. I could tell he had all of his demon world help in the tunnel and warrens behind him. His plan was to lure us into the tunnels where he and his minions had lots of traps set up. I just knew we couldn't face him in there. Somebody, think it was one of the high lords, suggested we get energy netting down below and around his location, underneath him, and pull his whole cavern out of the ground (yeah, they can do things like that). The OAS saw that would just open up those tunnels and all those angry demons would come boiling out. He decided before we lifted that cavern, maybe he should go stomp around on top of the tunnels really hard, collapsing them. Demons wouldn't be killed, just trapped for a while. We didn't see any humans or el-*th down there, so it seemed a good start to keeping the demons from being a problem.
The plan then was drawing that monster out into the open and start bombarding him.
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