give it a while things will get better. alot of situations like this well most happen 4 a reason i believe.......take care

Sorry it's taken someone so long to respond to you. You may feel awful now but you made the decision that you felt was best for you at the time. Maybe it was a mistake, maybe not. It may only feel like it now because you're so unhappy. Even if it were a mistake there is something to learn from it. Something you needed to learn in order to be a better, happier person. We all go through this in some way or other.

The thing you have to do now is stop beating yourself up. If you hurt someone apologise, ask for forgivness, forgive yourself and go on. The next relationship or relationships (we all stil have more to learn) will be better and you'll have more to offer.

Just as much pain and misery that you've caused someone or yourself (or think that you caused) you have just as much love,joy and happiness to give. But you can't see it,feel it or give it if you're beating yourself up. Let go