Librastar70
Hi,
I realize this post is coming 4 months after the fact and I am sorry.
My words of wisdom to you are probably something you have heard several times before. "Somethings are just NOT meant to be"
Explanation: Just because you want something, doesn't mean that recieving it is in your best interst at that time. We go through life learning lessons and having life experiences (the good, the bad and the ugly). For the life of us we can't figure out why, certain things happen the way they do. But, I can assure you there is a reason. 4 months later you may already have the answer. You may not.
Have faith in yourself and in the universe to allow each lesson/experience to come as it may. Many people, myself at the top of the list, want what they want, before they know they want it. Are you 100% sure that it is what you want?
A few to many times, I've been 100% sure of what I wanted, and when I got them. Guess what, it's not what I wanted at all. Everything has 2 sides to it. It often helps to look very closely at both sides.
If you would like to update me on your currant status, I will return your reply much quicker!!
God Bless, Live in the Light,
Love,
libra