ín the last year i've been in a long distance relationship. he's much older then me and a workaholic. that was fine cause we agreed to work hard to make our relationship materialize - me moving to be with him and finally bringing our families together as one.
all yr we had no cash so seeing each other has been difficult, but i hung onto it cause he reminded me again and again that the summer was our's and he loved me with all his heart.
so i planned to have everything together so i can leave and see him for 2 months. he fell short on his end and wiped out everything i've worked for.
now he's making light of it. like it's really no big deal.
i know there isn't anyone else in his life but his work. his work is his love and i'm so tired of competing with it.
now he tells me to come down for a month. 1 month out of a year is not worth having a relationship. people grow, we are growing apart.
this has meant so much to me - my life built around it for the last yr. i want to let go cause i don't want to do this dance for the rest of my life. he won't let me go. i am in pain from my head to my toes that's how much it hurts me and he just doesn't care? understand? i don't know. i don't know if i'm being unrealistic or he's undermined me so much that i can't think?
i don't know what to do...