captive of a Cruel Life
Yes! I'm a christian! I accepted Jesus Christ into my heart when I was a child.
You are right that he should be those things to me, and he has been. I've often told myself that.I've lived alone all my adult life, I've never had anyone break into my house,I often slept with my doors unlocked. At one time, I had a job to which I had to clock in at 5:am in the morning, I didn't have a car and had to walk, which means I left my house walking at 4:30 A.M in the morning. I did this for three years.I was never harmed. He has protected and watched over me from dangers that a strong husband or father would fail in.
But I still have a desire for someone like the person in my dreams, i still feel like I have a need to be protected and made to feel secure.
I'm in no way a small woman, I'm not obese but tall. I'm 5 feet 9 inches.