I am coming to believe most of what Lapis said above. Since we exist at more than one level of being this state that we are most conscious of is akin to the other states in which we also exist. I wonder if our other soul existences dream of us in this plane.

Some very universal symbology probably exist but because of cultural/locational and other differences broad typing is not completely viable. There may exist ancient symbologies or unspoken languages that imprint within us all but they would come from higher realms and will have been known from antiquity.

My personal experiences show that a language that does not exist in words is written in my heart from time to time. I just know it and can express the action that it leaves me with but my verbal language does not hhave the words to express it. The only thing I can do is live by the positive actions that proceed as trying to explain proves fruitless much better to just let the fruit produce and it may inspire others in the process.

anthony

Lapis,

Phew...I haven't been able to get onto Curezone since 6pm last night! (weird cookie issue - I just thought Curezone was down!)

Anyway...what you say about dream dictionaries is true. Most dream dictionary's are terrible. Based on superstition, many of them just don't see the true meaning behind the symbol. I have only seen one dream dictionary that is useful - and I post it and use it occasionally in hopes that people who are just starting out examining their dreams will use it to get some bells ringing. Of course, they only person that can truly interpret a dream is the person having the dream! We are all here to offer our two bits in hopes that something said will resonate. Then - it's up to the individual to make connections and have Ah-HA! moments.

And there have been many of those here!

That's the bottom line - the Ah-HA! moments....and witnessing those moments gives me the greatest joy.

You might want to check out the following threads (links below) - as they are great examples of what awareness can spring from examining ones dreams.

It's not for everyone - but for those of us that are drawn to this forum, getting input and being supported on our journey towards self-awareness creates an amazing atmosphere for growth.

Warmly,
Tracey

PS - the Ah-HA! moments within the links below are far down in the thread...it takes some communication and triggering to get them...

http://69.93.158.250/forums/m.asp?f=343&i=2181
http://69.93.158.250/forums/m.asp?f=343&i=2147
http://69.93.158.250/forums/m.asp?f=343&i=62

As I am putting together this wavespell for my cousin, (she is a first-born female White Mirror and INFJ too! - as one of my other cousins is too!) I thought I'd post it here in case other's have this same wavespell.

If you see your Galactic Signature below then this is you! Remember that your 'Galactic Day' is much like your Birthday. In mayan astrology your Galactic Day happens only once every 9 months. Your Galactic Day ALWAYS occurs within your Wavespell. Read the question and synthesize it with the Daykeeper....do some writing and thinking. Write down your dreams, notice what emotions come up, what events happen and see the magic of your Self unfold!

***

Blue Magnetic Monkey
Yellow Lunar Human
Red Electric Skywalker
White Self-Existing Wizard
Blue Overtone Eagle
Yellow Rhythmic Warrior
Red Resonant Earth
White Galactic Mirror (Monica's Galactic Day)
Blue Solar Storm
Yellow Planetary Sun
Red Spectral Dragon
White Crystal Wind
Blue Cosmic Night

***

Day 1 (March 20): How do I call forth the resonance of my true vibration?

Blue Monkey Qualities: innocence, spontaneity, play, magic, inner child, humour, disruption.

Blue Monkey: Blue Monkey represents the Divine Child, the child that is ever in a state of open-hearted wisdom, innocence, trust, simplicity and joyful wonder. What would it feel like to actually BE a magical child in this culture and time? The secret that very few know - because they may feel more comfortable trying to protect themselves - is that the divine child offers the strongest of all protections, the invulnerability of openhearted Love. Through innocence, a kind of immunity is created that allows the divine child to be TRANSPARENT so that the apparent 'slings and arrows' of the world can pass right through without being personalized into wounds, reactions or hurt feelings. This is the path of innocence regained. Transparency is the path of the new consciousness.

The number for Blue Monkey is eleven, the vibration wherein novelty and spontaneity break down resistant forms. When unity merges with Essence Self, a mystical foundation is created that disintegrates old patterns. This is actually integration in disguise. As your walls tumble down, they crack into a smile, and the illumination of self shines through.


Day 2 (March 21) - What are my relationships teaching me? (this can be challenging)

Yellow Human Qualities: abundance, harvest, open vessel, quickening, cornucopia, free will, choice maker, responsibility, chalice, emptiness.

As Day2 (Lunar) can be challenging people often notice the Shadow qualities of the daykeeper. See if this makes sense:

The Shadow of Yellow Human holds issues of lack, which can manifest as insufficiency or emotional neediness. In your natural state of being the receptive chalice, you may experience separation, being fearful of material, physical or spiritual lack. Perhaps you are holding onto subconscious patterns about lack - how there is 'never enough' love, support, attention, time or money. In this shadow, you may see your chalice as being half empty instead of half full.

Perhaps you project these feelings, believing that someone else is responsible for your lack. If so, remember that no one else can fill your cup. Only you and Spirit can do that. Look at how you can be more self-nurturing. Take inventory to discover what brings you joy and fulfillment; whatever that is will also bring you abundance.

In another shadow of Yellow Human, you may not fully understand what it means to be human. Perhaps you judge yourself as not having realized your full potential. In the illusion of human limitation, you may be surprised to discover what the realized human is designed to do. Being in human form at this time is a unique and precious gift. In this age, you have chosen to participate in a great miracle, and you can utilize your human form to experience fully this unique opportunity! Yellow Human is preparing your circuits for complete transformation, readying them to receive the high-frequency pulses of the full embodiment of essence from Spirit.

Once you Master this challenge and turn it into a Focus (integration of polarities/duality!): Yellow Human asks you to strengthen and clear your physical vessel in order to prepare for the expanded energies of higher mind. Your chalice of self is being purified through vibrational adjustments in the brain/body system. With this quickening, adjustments are made and your circuits of consciousness are naturally transformed. Often this process is accompanied by the sensation of being altered or 'rewired'.

Meditate on the cornucopia with you at its center. Lift the chalice of your self-generated energy vortex to greet the vortex that will descend from above. As an open vessel, prepare a place to receive Yellow Human's gifts. When you flow in unconditional love, all the fruits of the universe rush toward you for benediction.

The Harmonic Wisdom of Yellow Human is RESONANCE, the quality of sounding again. When you strike a tuning fork, another tuning fork next to it will begin to resonate in response because of its similar vibrational makeup and structural attunement. When you are BEING the vibration of all that you are, a natural resonance is set up for your chalice to be filled and your world to become fully resonant.


Day 3 (March 22) - How does my creativity express my spiritual journey?

Red Skywalker Qualities: time/space traveller, angelic messenger, courage, new directions, mysterious journey, explorer, fluid reference points, pillars of heaven, compassion.

Shadow Transformation: Explore your growth edges by facing challenges. Draw the light of courage and compassion into yourself and radiate it to others. Look at life as a sacred journey.

Red Skywalker represents balance in your life - not static balance, but a dynamic equilibrium that includes both your present expression and your starseeded self. In Red Skywalker's star-glyph (picture) you see that the pillars of heaven don't appear to touch the Earth. YOU are the element that appears to be missing in the star-glyph. You are the one whose expression of the light assists in drawing the pillars of heaven to Earth.

Joining these pillars in yourself can be viewed as reuniting your male and female aspects. Together, in balance, we create the pillars of teh etheric temples of heaven on Earth.

Harmonic Wisdom for Red Skywalker is BALANCE, the movements of parts in pleasing relationship or harmony with one another. Balance in Red Skywalker is experienced as a dynamic equilibrium. It is both a sense and an attitude. The natural state of every system moves toward balance that is fluid and free, as in dance. That balance is experienced differently by each person, but it often brings a sense of steadiness or centeredness even in the midst of movement and change. When you are dancing, you can use your very state of imbalance to create the fluidity of the dance.



Day 4 (March 23): What form will my spiritual journey take?

White Wizard Qualities: integrity, heart-knowing, alignment with divine will, magician, shaman, jaguar, night seer, priest, magic.

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic. (In the Mayan, this year we are in which will last until July 26, 2004 is the year of the White Wizard)

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. White Wizard asks you to align your will with Divine will.

White Wizard is the shaman, priest and healer.


Day 5 (March 24) - What is my core purpose?

Blue Eagle Qualities: hope, commitment, compassionate service, global consciousness, planetary mind, belief in yourself, dreams and visions, seeing.

Blue Eagle asks a question of the universal quest: "What is the secret of the Grail, and whom does it serve?" The answer reveals: "The Earth and I are one - and so serve all!"

You are a member of the one global family, a planetary server and transformer. Blue Eagle asks you to join in lifting the collective mind. It is up to each one of us to hold a positive vision and affirmation, for the means by which this miracle will occur is through changes in the one affecting the greater whole.

Imagine the profound impact your loving thoughts have on planetary mind. You DO make a difference! As you connect individually with the larger crystal grid network, your power is multiplied exponentially. This galactic grid is also known as the Mayan cobweb.

Blue Eagle is the compassion of all hearts linked as one.


Day 6 (March 25)- How do I balance myself in order to bring Heaven to Earth? (also about balancing the Male and Female within)

Yellow Warrior Qualities: grace, trust, inner voice, galactic conduit, mystic reception, divine communication, golden pillar, cosmic consciousness, ferryman's staff.

Yellow Warrior is the conduit for cosmic communication, offering access to the universal web of consciousness. This is the web of the Mayan mystic spider that weaves intergalactic threads, the conduit of interconnected consciousness.

Yellow Warrior is the spider in the web, the grid of connection for divine communication. Receive these ripples of knowing from Yellow Warrior's web through the central axis in your spine, your staff.

Direct guidance, communication, and embodiment are the key concepts contained in the staff. It is a symbol of learning to stand in your full power and authority - learning to 'tune in' to galactic intelligence so that transmissions are received effortlessly. This resonance is created through embodying the light. The ferryman is offering you his staff.

Plant it within yourself so that it becomes a blossoming tree of consciousness.


Day 7 (March 26) - What can I do to stand in the light of my full mystical power?

Red Earth Qualities: centeredness, synergy, synchronicity, Earth force, galactic alignment, Earth Keeper, fluid world resonance, clue tracking, crystal healing, shield.

Red Earth is the access point to your natural alignment with Earth force. To keep this channel of synchronization open, connect to the elemental energies of earth, air, fire and water, and the seven directional guardians.

Cosmic consciousness is not just 'out there'; it is also resonating within you. Be sacramentally rooted where you are. You are made of the Earth! Look through the 'eyes' in your feet. Your body is the present focus of your consciousness - through it all gifts are received. Remember, too, that your environment is alive and reacts to your awareness of it; therefore, the way you perceive the Earth and your physical form affects the information you receive.

Red Earth is the Earth keeper, the keeper of the garden, the shaman/healer who, through reverence for all life, heals and sanctifies the Earth.


Day 8 (March 27) - How do I resonate harmoniously with the new Golden Octave? (new energy on earth) (*Monica, this is your Galactic Day...and this is your perennial question*)

White Mirror Qualities: timelessness, discrimination, clarity, hall of mirrors, spiritual warriorship, sword of truth, facing the shadow, integration of paradox, illusion.

White Mirror represents the Hall of Mirrors, where you can face your own reflection and see the truth about yourself. As a mirror, White Mirror merely reflects what is, whether truth, beauty of illusion. Here you can face unfinished business, the dissonance of difficulties, or charged issues that would keep you from the full expression of your Divinity. Become aware of any illusions or distortions within yourself; your clarity of perception will transform them. Take a moment to see yourself as you actually ARE, shadow and all, freed from the maze of mental illusion.

Sometimes you may find yourself reacting rather than freely responding to a situation or person. If you have charged reactions such as frustration, anger, fear, judgement or jealousy, look at how you might be projecting these issues onto someone else. The world is the mirror for you to truly see. Any strong reaction to a person or event signals an issue to work on in yourself. Be willing to examine and utilize what you see in your mirrors, in order to transform dysfunctional belief systems, negative thoughtforms, and fixed patterns.

In the Hall of Mirrors there is no good or bad, no right or wrong - there is only the reflection of what IS. As you learn to see yourself, you begin to see your emotional reactions as signs indicating where to focus your awareness for growth.

White Mirror reflects others back to themselves as well.

On this quest, come prepared to face White Mirror's sword of truth and purification. The wisdom of this sword penetrates, exposes, and ultimately heals your illusions. Discrimination is tempered with love cleanly cuts away everything that does not serve your evolution. To the Maya, White Mirror is the flint that hones your sword.

The greatest gift of the sword is the power of forgiveness. A profound freedom emerges from forgiveness, the releasing of the illusion of cause and effect. Use the great gifts offered in this blade of truth and light to forgive and release anything you may judge or see as imperfect.

You are already an Enlightened Being!


Day 9 (March 28) How do I shine the light for others?

Blue Storm Qualities: purification, transformation, reunion, light body, activation for ascension, thunderbeing, lightning path, intitiation by fire, ecstasy of freedom.

Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain , and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the 'body temple' and the ignition of hte light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan Grand Cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the hear of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you SEEM to be in order to become fully what you ARE. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.


Day 10 (March 29) What does my heart desire to manifest?

Yellow Sun Qualities: union, wholeness, ascension, unconditional love, solar mastery, Christ consciousness, language of light, ecstasy, limitless bliss, crown of creation.

Ahau is a reminder that you are, at every moment, in the center of All That Is. In your journey of remembrance, you are crafting a light body to return to a home in the stars that you never really left. Return as a child of the sacred to the Great Central Sun! You are the crown of creation, infused with the blueprint of solar mind. You are a Godseed, the reflection of cosmic consciousness. You are love made visible!

Discover the simple secret encoded in Ahau's star-glyph: you are unconditional love, the stone of indestructible liberation. Radiate that knowing in all your thoughts and actions. Love all of creation. Join the dance of light, the fundamental constant of nature, and shine forth the clarity of your true essence. There is great power in simply identifying with the light:"As above, so below." You are in God, and God is in you.

As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Ahau will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age.

As you move toward your core of light, you will find a clear-light awareness that is innately innocent. In this place, the mind is restored to it's original state of receptivity. Clarity and freedom become expressions of being, and bliss becomes the body. At this core of light, a new reality is born. From the union of the divine masculine and feminine is birthed the solar androgyny of cosmic consciousness.


Day 11 (March 30) - What do I need to let go of in order to reveal my emerging wholeness?

Red Dragon Qualities: source of life, breakthrough, divine nurturance & support, receptivity.

As this is a letting go day read the Shadow of Red Dragon first to see what you need to let go:

In the shadow of Red Dragon are found issues of trust. Do you lack trust in the world to nurture you and provide what is needed for your journey? Do you feel unsupported in your life or caught in the struggle created by expectations? Any apparent lack of support actually bears a gift. You are being given a push in the direction of your primary being. (*This is all your IC stuff!*) Open to your connection to the source of lief. Trust in the wisdom and abundance of the life force.

Trust does not mean acting blindly without awareness or waiting without action; it means moving forward with whatever manifests in your world. Primal trust implies the understanding that there are no mistakes and no victims - only learnings, gifts and growth processe on the way to wholeness.

Whether you find yourself in the role of giver or the one in need, the shadow of Red Dragon urges you to look at issues of basic security, self-worth and the need for outside validation. You are being asked to step into the primal waters of your being to discover the core of your self-acceptance, your intrinsic value, your wholeness. Find the source of your feelings. Directly communicate your truth. Explore and honestly express your feelings, desires and dreams.

When you have Let Go the above shadow you will move into the Light of Red Dragon you will feel this: Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.

Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.

The universe is an inseparable whole. Red Dragon represents the energy matrix lines that look like a web in the universe, through which all points are connected in time and space. This energetic web of communication is known as the 'crystal grid network.' It is a cauldron of creation, a potent field in which all things are not only possible but constantly being created. Within this grid, the linear causality of time and space has been freed into an open system in which all time and all space exist and interact simultaneously. This grid connects the larger holograms of reality with our own. Its energy lines connect all places, times and events - even those that are seemingly unrelated. All phenomena and all actions are part of this larger whole; it is the very foundation for telepathy and synchronicity. Red Dragon embodies unity, in which all things are one with the Source.


Day 12 (March 31) - How can I utilize my relationships to explore and expand any of my self-limiting constructs?

White Wind Qualities: spirit, breath, wind, inspiration, truth, presence, integration of polarities, co-creator of reality, simplicity, unseen forces, integration.

White Wind is the galactic wind, the catalyzing current, the Spirit that moves through all things. It is the divine breath that gives life to all creation, the unseen essence of solar energy. White Wind is the breath of inspiration, the fertilizing force of the wind. Its essence is the movement of Spirit as it penetrates into form to enliven, purify and inspire.

Allow your life to be more like the wind, free-flowing and open to Spirit.

White Wind represents spontaneity and simplicity. As you experience the truth of the present moment, White Wind leaves you free to move on to the next moment without the baggage of desire, regret or expectation. White Wind is the simple knowledge that invisible forces are always moving in your life, guiding and inspiring.

White Wind also embodies the concept of presence. Presence is an expression of beingness, a creator of intimacy. It has to do with being wise in your simplicity. From simple beingness, your true identity emerges. Presence is being open, aware, and in the now. Presence is 'being there' for whatever is.

Think back to a time when someone looked deeply into your eyes, acknowledging your beingness with their full presence. Remember how wonderful and intimate that felt. When you wnat to be intimate with someone, become equally open, aware, and present. When you bring your awareness into the present moment, everything else falls away. When you are fully present, your mind is not preparing responses to what it is hearing while you're listening and feeling. Drop your evaluating and reactive nature. Trust that your heart will have the appropriate response when the time comes. Allow your mind to be quietly responsive, like a pool of water, natural in its unconditional acceptance of the moment.

Presence is simple. It is like being caught in the moment by the beauty of nature. Presence is your natural state of being. When you are present, your heart feels open, charged, full. When you are present, whether alone or with another, you are loose and relaxed. Time may seem to slow down (!). You can expand your awareness with ease, allowing yourself to truly see and be seen. You let your feelings speak through your eyes, and the 'feeling channel' in you breathes freely, without expectation or judgement.


Day 13 (April 1) - How do I surrender to the perfection of the larger pattern of my Essence Self?

Blue Night Qualities: abyss, mystery, serenity, sanctuary, peace, "looks-within" place, enclosing darkness, journey into self, stillness, dreamtime, dreamfield matrix, dream exploration.

Blue night is the dark mystery within, the journey into self, that place to which you can always retreat to garner the gifts of your process subjectively. You are being asked to enter into and explore your process subjectively. Blue Night is the immense field of potential found in the depths of human emotion and feeling. The touch of Blue Night is like the moment you crawl into bed and feel yourself surrounded by warmth, darkness and peace.

Dreamtime holds powerful opportunities. It is a field where potential, past, and future are held in the same matrix as the present moment. If such a construct is foreign to you, stretch your mind and entertain the possibility that you could help to dream a different reality into being. Enter into the mystery where reality is actually CREATED.

In becoming a conscious dreamer, you can assist in literally creating a new reality for yourself, as well as constributing to the larger dream that is emerging.

***

Definitions taken from The Mayan Oracle

***

Tracey

Find your Galactic Signature

As I am putting together this wavespell for my cousin, (she is a first-born female White Mirror and INFJ too! - as one of my other cousins is too!) I thought I'd post it here in case other's have this same wavespell.

If you see your Galactic Signature below then this is you! Remember that your 'Galactic Day' is much like your Birthday. In mayan astrology your Galactic Day happens only once every 9 months. Your Galactic Day ALWAYS occurs within your Wavespell. Read the question and synthesize it with the Daykeeper....do some writing and thinking. Write down your dreams, notice what emotions come up, what events happen and see the magic of your Self unfold!

***

Blue Magnetic Monkey
Yellow Lunar Human
Red Electric Skywalker
White Self-Existing Wizard
Blue Overtone Eagle
Yellow Rhythmic Warrior
Red Resonant Earth
White Galactic Mirror (Monica's Galactic Day)
Blue Solar Storm
Yellow Planetary Sun
Red Spectral Dragon
White Crystal Wind
Blue Cosmic Night

***

Day 1 (March 20): How do I call forth the resonance of my true vibration?

Blue Monkey Qualities: innocence, spontaneity, play, magic, inner child, humour, disruption.

Blue Monkey: Blue Monkey represents the Divine Child, the child that is ever in a state of open-hearted wisdom, innocence, trust, simplicity and joyful wonder. What would it feel like to actually BE a magical child in this culture and time? The secret that very few know - because they may feel more comfortable trying to protect themselves - is that the divine child offers the strongest of all protections, the invulnerability of openhearted Love. Through innocence, a kind of immunity is created that allows the divine child to be TRANSPARENT so that the apparent 'slings and arrows' of the world can pass right through without being personalized into wounds, reactions or hurt feelings. This is the path of innocence regained. Transparency is the path of the new consciousness.

The number for Blue Monkey is eleven, the vibration wherein novelty and spontaneity break down resistant forms. When unity merges with Essence Self, a mystical foundation is created that disintegrates old patterns. This is actually integration in disguise. As your walls tumble down, they crack into a smile, and the illumination of self shines through.


Day 2 (March 21) - What are my relationships teaching me? (this can be challenging)

Yellow Human Qualities: abundance, harvest, open vessel, quickening, cornucopia, free will, choice maker, responsibility, chalice, emptiness.

As Day2 (Lunar) can be challenging people often notice the Shadow qualities of the daykeeper. See if this makes sense:

The Shadow of Yellow Human holds issues of lack, which can manifest as insufficiency or emotional neediness. In your natural state of being the receptive chalice, you may experience separation, being fearful of material, physical or spiritual lack. Perhaps you are holding onto subconscious patterns about lack - how there is 'never enough' love, support, attention, time or money. In this shadow, you may see your chalice as being half empty instead of half full.

Perhaps you project these feelings, believing that someone else is responsible for your lack. If so, remember that no one else can fill your cup. Only you and Spirit can do that. Look at how you can be more self-nurturing. Take inventory to discover what brings you joy and fulfillment; whatever that is will also bring you abundance.

In another shadow of Yellow Human, you may not fully understand what it means to be human. Perhaps you judge yourself as not having realized your full potential. In the illusion of human limitation, you may be surprised to discover what the realized human is designed to do. Being in human form at this time is a unique and precious gift. In this age, you have chosen to participate in a great miracle, and you can utilize your human form to experience fully this unique opportunity! Yellow Human is preparing your circuits for complete transformation, readying them to receive the high-frequency pulses of the full embodiment of essence from Spirit.

Once you Master this challenge and turn it into a Focus (integration of polarities/duality!): Yellow Human asks you to strengthen and clear your physical vessel in order to prepare for the expanded energies of higher mind. Your chalice of self is being purified through vibrational adjustments in the brain/body system. With this quickening, adjustments are made and your circuits of consciousness are naturally transformed. Often this process is accompanied by the sensation of being altered or 'rewired'.

Meditate on the cornucopia with you at its center. Lift the chalice of your self-generated energy vortex to greet the vortex that will descend from above. As an open vessel, prepare a place to receive Yellow Human's gifts. When you flow in unconditional love, all the fruits of the universe rush toward you for benediction.

The Harmonic Wisdom of Yellow Human is RESONANCE, the quality of sounding again. When you strike a tuning fork, another tuning fork next to it will begin to resonate in response because of its similar vibrational makeup and structural attunement. When you are BEING the vibration of all that you are, a natural resonance is set up for your chalice to be filled and your world to become fully resonant.


Day 3 (March 22) - How does my creativity express my spiritual journey?

Red Skywalker Qualities: time/space traveller, angelic messenger, courage, new directions, mysterious journey, explorer, fluid reference points, pillars of heaven, compassion.

Shadow Transformation: Explore your growth edges by facing challenges. Draw the light of courage and compassion into yourself and radiate it to others. Look at life as a sacred journey.

Red Skywalker represents balance in your life - not static balance, but a dynamic equilibrium that includes both your present expression and your starseeded self. In Red Skywalker's star-glyph (picture) you see that the pillars of heaven don't appear to touch the Earth. YOU are the element that appears to be missing in the star-glyph. You are the one whose expression of the light assists in drawing the pillars of heaven to Earth.

Joining these pillars in yourself can be viewed as reuniting your male and female aspects. Together, in balance, we create the pillars of teh etheric temples of heaven on Earth.

Harmonic Wisdom for Red Skywalker is BALANCE, the movements of parts in pleasing relationship or harmony with one another. Balance in Red Skywalker is experienced as a dynamic equilibrium. It is both a sense and an attitude. The natural state of every system moves toward balance that is fluid and free, as in dance. That balance is experienced differently by each person, but it often brings a sense of steadiness or centeredness even in the midst of movement and change. When you are dancing, you can use your very state of imbalance to create the fluidity of the dance.



Day 4 (March 23): What form will my spiritual journey take?

White Wizard Qualities: integrity, heart-knowing, alignment with divine will, magician, shaman, jaguar, night seer, priest, magic.

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic. (In the Mayan, this year we are in which will last until July 26, 2004 is the year of the White Wizard)

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. White Wizard asks you to align your will with Divine will.

White Wizard is the shaman, priest and healer.


Day 5 (March 24) - What is my core purpose?

Blue Eagle Qualities: hope, commitment, compassionate service, global consciousness, planetary mind, belief in yourself, dreams and visions, seeing.

Blue Eagle asks a question of the universal quest: "What is the secret of the Grail, and whom does it serve?" The answer reveals: "The Earth and I are one - and so serve all!"

You are a member of the one global family, a planetary server and transformer. Blue Eagle asks you to join in lifting the collective mind. It is up to each one of us to hold a positive vision and affirmation, for the means by which this miracle will occur is through changes in the one affecting the greater whole.

Imagine the profound impact your loving thoughts have on planetary mind. You DO make a difference! As you connect individually with the larger crystal grid network, your power is multiplied exponentially. This galactic grid is also known as the Mayan cobweb.

Blue Eagle is the compassion of all hearts linked as one.


Day 6 (March 25)- How do I balance myself in order to bring Heaven to Earth? (also about balancing the Male and Female within)

Yellow Warrior Qualities: grace, trust, inner voice, galactic conduit, mystic reception, divine communication, golden pillar, cosmic consciousness, ferryman's staff.

Yellow Warrior is the conduit for cosmic communication, offering access to the universal web of consciousness. This is the web of the Mayan mystic spider that weaves intergalactic threads, the conduit of interconnected consciousness.

Yellow Warrior is the spider in the web, the grid of connection for divine communication. Receive these ripples of knowing from Yellow Warrior's web through the central axis in your spine, your staff.

Direct guidance, communication, and embodiment are the key concepts contained in the staff. It is a symbol of learning to stand in your full power and authority - learning to 'tune in' to galactic intelligence so that transmissions are received effortlessly. This resonance is created through embodying the light. The ferryman is offering you his staff.

Plant it within yourself so that it becomes a blossoming tree of consciousness.


Day 7 (March 26) - What can I do to stand in the light of my full mystical power?

Red Earth Qualities: centeredness, synergy, synchronicity, Earth force, galactic alignment, Earth Keeper, fluid world resonance, clue tracking, crystal healing, shield.

Red Earth is the access point to your natural alignment with Earth force. To keep this channel of synchronization open, connect to the elemental energies of earth, air, fire and water, and the seven directional guardians.

Cosmic consciousness is not just 'out there'; it is also resonating within you. Be sacramentally rooted where you are. You are made of the Earth! Look through the 'eyes' in your feet. Your body is the present focus of your consciousness - through it all gifts are received. Remember, too, that your environment is alive and reacts to your awareness of it; therefore, the way you perceive the Earth and your physical form affects the information you receive.

Red Earth is the Earth keeper, the keeper of the garden, the shaman/healer who, through reverence for all life, heals and sanctifies the Earth.


Day 8 (March 27) - How do I resonate harmoniously with the new Golden Octave? (new energy on earth) (*Monica, this is your Galactic Day...and this is your perennial question*)

White Mirror Qualities: timelessness, discrimination, clarity, hall of mirrors, spiritual warriorship, sword of truth, facing the shadow, integration of paradox, illusion.

White Mirror represents the Hall of Mirrors, where you can face your own reflection and see the truth about yourself. As a mirror, White Mirror merely reflects what is, whether truth, beauty of illusion. Here you can face unfinished business, the dissonance of difficulties, or charged issues that would keep you from the full expression of your Divinity. Become aware of any illusions or distortions within yourself; your clarity of perception will transform them. Take a moment to see yourself as you actually ARE, shadow and all, freed from the maze of mental illusion.

Sometimes you may find yourself reacting rather than freely responding to a situation or person. If you have charged reactions such as frustration, anger, fear, judgement or jealousy, look at how you might be projecting these issues onto someone else. The world is the mirror for you to truly see. Any strong reaction to a person or event signals an issue to work on in yourself. Be willing to examine and utilize what you see in your mirrors, in order to transform dysfunctional belief systems, negative thoughtforms, and fixed patterns.

In the Hall of Mirrors there is no good or bad, no right or wrong - there is only the reflection of what IS. As you learn to see yourself, you begin to see your emotional reactions as signs indicating where to focus your awareness for growth.

White Mirror reflects others back to themselves as well.

On this quest, come prepared to face White Mirror's sword of truth and purification. The wisdom of this sword penetrates, exposes, and ultimately heals your illusions. Discrimination is tempered with love cleanly cuts away everything that does not serve your evolution. To the Maya, White Mirror is the flint that hones your sword.

The greatest gift of the sword is the power of forgiveness. A profound freedom emerges from forgiveness, the releasing of the illusion of cause and effect. Use the great gifts offered in this blade of truth and light to forgive and release anything you may judge or see as imperfect.

You are already an Enlightened Being!


Day 9 (March 28) How do I shine the light for others?

Blue Storm Qualities: purification, transformation, reunion, light body, activation for ascension, thunderbeing, lightning path, intitiation by fire, ecstasy of freedom.

Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain , and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the 'body temple' and the ignition of hte light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan Grand Cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the hear of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you SEEM to be in order to become fully what you ARE. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.


Day 10 (March 29) What does my heart desire to manifest?

Yellow Sun Qualities: union, wholeness, ascension, unconditional love, solar mastery, Christ consciousness, language of light, ecstasy, limitless bliss, crown of creation.

Ahau is a reminder that you are, at every moment, in the center of All That Is. In your journey of remembrance, you are crafting a light body to return to a home in the stars that you never really left. Return as a child of the sacred to the Great Central Sun! You are the crown of creation, infused with the blueprint of solar mind. You are a Godseed, the reflection of cosmic consciousness. You are love made visible!

Discover the simple secret encoded in Ahau's star-glyph: you are unconditional love, the stone of indestructible liberation. Radiate that knowing in all your thoughts and actions. Love all of creation. Join the dance of light, the fundamental constant of nature, and shine forth the clarity of your true essence. There is great power in simply identifying with the light:"As above, so below." You are in God, and God is in you.

As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Ahau will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age.

As you move toward your core of light, you will find a clear-light awareness that is innately innocent. In this place, the mind is restored to it's original state of receptivity. Clarity and freedom become expressions of being, and bliss becomes the body. At this core of light, a new reality is born. From the union of the divine masculine and feminine is birthed the solar androgyny of cosmic consciousness.


Day 11 (March 30) - What do I need to let go of in order to reveal my emerging wholeness?

Red Dragon Qualities: source of life, breakthrough, divine nurturance & support, receptivity.

As this is a letting go day read the Shadow of Red Dragon first to see what you need to let go:

In the shadow of Red Dragon are found issues of trust. Do you lack trust in the world to nurture you and provide what is needed for your journey? Do you feel unsupported in your life or caught in the struggle created by expectations? Any apparent lack of support actually bears a gift. You are being given a push in the direction of your primary being. (*This is all your IC stuff!*) Open to your connection to the source of lief. Trust in the wisdom and abundance of the life force.

Trust does not mean acting blindly without awareness or waiting without action; it means moving forward with whatever manifests in your world. Primal trust implies the understanding that there are no mistakes and no victims - only learnings, gifts and growth processe on the way to wholeness.

Whether you find yourself in the role of giver or the one in need, the shadow of Red Dragon urges you to look at issues of basic security, self-worth and the need for outside validation. You are being asked to step into the primal waters of your being to discover the core of your self-acceptance, your intrinsic value, your wholeness. Find the source of your feelings. Directly communicate your truth. Explore and honestly express your feelings, desires and dreams.

When you have Let Go the above shadow you will move into the Light of Red Dragon you will feel this: Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.

Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.

The universe is an inseparable whole. Red Dragon represents the energy matrix lines that look like a web in the universe, through which all points are connected in time and space. This energetic web of communication is known as the 'crystal grid network.' It is a cauldron of creation, a potent field in which all things are not only possible but constantly being created. Within this grid, the linear causality of time and space has been freed into an open system in which all time and all space exist and interact simultaneously. This grid connects the larger holograms of reality with our own. Its energy lines connect all places, times and events - even those that are seemingly unrelated. All phenomena and all actions are part of this larger whole; it is the very foundation for telepathy and synchronicity. Red Dragon embodies unity, in which all things are one with the Source.


Day 12 (March 31) - How can I utilize my relationships to explore and expand any of my self-limiting constructs?

White Wind Qualities: spirit, breath, wind, inspiration, truth, presence, integration of polarities, co-creator of reality, simplicity, unseen forces, integration.

White Wind is the galactic wind, the catalyzing current, the Spirit that moves through all things. It is the divine breath that gives life to all creation, the unseen essence of solar energy. White Wind is the breath of inspiration, the fertilizing force of the wind. Its essence is the movement of Spirit as it penetrates into form to enliven, purify and inspire.

Allow your life to be more like the wind, free-flowing and open to Spirit.

White Wind represents spontaneity and simplicity. As you experience the truth of the present moment, White Wind leaves you free to move on to the next moment without the baggage of desire, regret or expectation. White Wind is the simple knowledge that invisible forces are always moving in your life, guiding and inspiring.

White Wind also embodies the concept of presence. Presence is an expression of beingness, a creator of intimacy. It has to do with being wise in your simplicity. From simple beingness, your true identity emerges. Presence is being open, aware, and in the now. Presence is 'being there' for whatever is.

Think back to a time when someone looked deeply into your eyes, acknowledging your beingness with their full presence. Remember how wonderful and intimate that felt. When you wnat to be intimate with someone, become equally open, aware, and present. When you bring your awareness into the present moment, everything else falls away. When you are fully present, your mind is not preparing responses to what it is hearing while you're listening and feeling. Drop your evaluating and reactive nature. Trust that your heart will have the appropriate response when the time comes. Allow your mind to be quietly responsive, like a pool of water, natural in its unconditional acceptance of the moment.

Presence is simple. It is like being caught in the moment by the beauty of nature. Presence is your natural state of being. When you are present, your heart feels open, charged, full. When you are present, whether alone or with another, you are loose and relaxed. Time may seem to slow down (!). You can expand your awareness with ease, allowing yourself to truly see and be seen. You let your feelings speak through your eyes, and the 'feeling channel' in you breathes freely, without expectation or judgement.


Day 13 (April 1) - How do I surrender to the perfection of the larger pattern of my Essence Self?

Blue Night Qualities: abyss, mystery, serenity, sanctuary, peace, "looks-within" place, enclosing darkness, journey into self, stillness, dreamtime, dreamfield matrix, dream exploration.

Blue night is the dark mystery within, the journey into self, that place to which you can always retreat to garner the gifts of your process subjectively. You are being asked to enter into and explore your process subjectively. Blue Night is the immense field of potential found in the depths of human emotion and feeling. The touch of Blue Night is like the moment you crawl into bed and feel yourself surrounded by warmth, darkness and peace.

Dreamtime holds powerful opportunities. It is a field where potential, past, and future are held in the same matrix as the present moment. If such a construct is foreign to you, stretch your mind and entertain the possibility that you could help to dream a different reality into being. Enter into the mystery where reality is actually CREATED.

In becoming a conscious dreamer, you can assist in literally creating a new reality for yourself, as well as constributing to the larger dream that is emerging.

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Definitions taken from The Mayan Oracle

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Tracey

Find your Galactic Signature

Hi all!

Well - seems like the only things that can bring me 'up' these days are my girlfriends and plumbing the depths of the discovery of Sedna! Do you want to see what I've found? It's pretty damn cool!

After reading about the myth of Sedna (link below) and discussing it with my friend, Aleta, we came up with all sorts of ideas for the possible symbolism. The ideas grew and grew. I'd love to start a discussion with you all...

There are a few things that we should look at when interpreting the energy of a newly discovered planet:
1. The energy and Theme within the Myth.
2. The energy of the times right now.
3. The Sign that Sedna is in....or when she has started her new cycle. (when she was last in Aries)

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What are the energies and Themes within the Intuit Sedna Myth? Well...we have the Female rejecting the Father's power over her. The Father clearly represents Saturn energy. Of course we need Saturn energy but there must be a balance between Saturn and Uranus within each of us. This Father wasn't allowing his daughter to express herself and she rebelled. The Father and Saturn represent the status quo, too - what is deemed acceptable by the masses and the people in power (Consensus society/70% of the population). Senda rejects this limitation. She then shocks her father by sleeping with his Dog (!). How very Uranian of her! Uranus is shocking behaviour to those that live in the Saturnian world. Remember that one must move through Uranus in order to Individuate. Sedna is becoming her True Self by striking out on her own and leaving the 'tribe'. She becomes a Mother (she is being natural, doing what women do), saves her children, lives with a BirdMan (one myth said 'Raven' & Raven is the 'keeper of the void' - the Unknown), then ends up being taken by her Father (he wants her back - could this be the desire to integrate Uranus and Saturn?)....the Father, terrified and wholly self-absorbed in his struggle to live casts his daughter out of the boat and cuts her fingers off one by one so that she can't hold onto the boat anymore. Each of her fingers creates the sea mammals: seals, walrus', whales...She drifts to the bottom of the ocean and is given the 'powers of all'. In the end her Dog husband (Uranus energy?) and her Father (Saturn) unite with her at the bottom of the ocean. This is where her power resides - in fully knowing this other world, in creating and influencing from this world.

It looks like the Theme is of Healing the Wounded Feminine within us all. Healing the Feminine within females and healing the Inner Female within males. God knows she needs to be healed after having dealt with Christianity for the last 2 thousand years, and being burned during the witch-hunts that took place between the 1400's and 1792! "Linked to theological traditions of Eve and Lilith, women are perceived as embodiments of inexhaustible negativity."

Look at what the Church (Saturnian, 'Father'-led insititution) said about women:

"All wickedness is but little to the wickedness of a woman.... What else is woman but a foe to friendship, an unescapable punishment, a necessary evil, a natural temptation, a desirable calamity, domestic danger, a delectable detriment, an evil nature, painted with fair colours. ... Women are by nature instruments of Satan -- they are by nature carnal, a structural defect rooted in the original creation." Malleus maleficarum (The Hammer of Witches), published by Catholic inquisition authorities in 1485-86.

"Many scholars have argued that it was the women who seemed most independent from patriarchal norms -- especially elderly ones living outside the parameters of the patriarchal family -- who were most vulnerable to accusations of witchcraft."

"Independent from patriarchal norms?" Sounds right up Sedna's alley!

Does the symbolism of Sedna and our discovery of something new within ourselves mean that: We are Healing the Wounded Feminine by delving into the unknown and dark worlds of Self (the realm of the Female/yin/dark/unknown) and while there are discovering that we are connected to the larger pattern, the Wholeness, the Ocean of Oneness…and as we learn to navigate this new world that holds the wisdom of the Ages we learn what Feminine Power is and in learning what it truly is and bringing it fully into our Selves we heal our wounded feminine. Women will heal their Selves and Men will heal their Inner Feminine?

In Transforming this wound we also resolve Duality. The three (Sedna, Dog & Father) living at the bottom of the ocean may symbolize that the Three unite as One. We are living in times when resolving duality is the Key. No more black and white, right or wrong, male and female…we are discovering the third point that take us out of the narrow confines of the Opposites.

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The other day I read an interesting Kryon channeling that talked about this emerging Feminine Power (coincidence? I think not!). This is definitely why we discovered Sedna 'out there' - because she is emerging 'in here', within each of us - and, of course, the Kryon channeling is just another evolving-consciousness signpost along the way!

"There is a new wave of feminine healing going through your bodies that is being connected and manifested on the earth plane.

The feminine is the unknown and in many ways that is how you feel about yourselves as women on earth. There has been a great loss of direction in the feminine world. There is a major misunderstanding of a woman's role on the earth plane.

As you are all ladies here this night allow for the full power of your feminine energies to come in to your bodies. On the left-hand side of your body you will have the true and authentic feminine energy. On the right had side of your body you will have what is not a true feminine energy but the energy that you learned from your mothers and your female counterparts, and your close circle of friends and family. Your right hand side will be your imprinting of your femininity and on your left will be the typical archetypal feminine.

Now allow forgiveness for your imprinted feminine and you will find and feel phenomenal energy on your left-hand side of your body. This is the true power of the female. Allow the true power of the female to slowly move across your body from the left to the right, from the receiving to the giving. allow true love and forgiveness for the imprinted feminine on your right-hand side and request that this feminine move to your heart for true love and support, to be held in a secure and safe environment where this part can be love and healed, where joy can be brought to this aspect of your life.

There is a new energy coming to this earth. Allow a "letting go" of the need to operate from the masculine energies. You can feel the feminine energy is very powerful. As powerful as it is, it has a softness and a gentleness. There is even a warrior energy within it. A woman that defends herself using her feminine warrior energy will be far more powerful than a woman that tries to operate out of her masculine warrior energy. When a woman stands in integrity, she will be in her feminine power."

Isn't it soooo appropriate that Sedna was discovered right now!

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The Hopi Prophecy of 1986 is also interesting in that it says that "The elders knew that peace would not come on the earth until the circle of humanity is complete, until all the four colors sat in the circle and shared their teachings, then peace would come on earth." So far the 'Red' people - the Indigenous peoples' of the earth have been left out of the United Nations and out of the 'circle' of the 'Yellow' people (asian), 'White' people (caucasian), & 'Blue' people (black). Interesting that they have the 4 colours like the Mayan's.

Well...I'd say that the circle of humanity may be trying to be complete now that we've included the Inuit peoples myth of Sedna amongst the 'western' myths that represent all the other planets. Progress! Baby steps towards Harmony...?

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So...when I discovered that Sedna moved into Aries (new beginnings for her energy) in 1865 I wondered if something significant had happened for women at that time. I didn't know anything about the women's rights movement. Well, I do now! And it is verrrrrry interesting how it all fits together!

So interesting that the energy of change in regards to women's rights in 1848 - Seneca Falls first Women's Rights Convention - happened when Sedna was completing her last huge cycle. On this day, July 20, 1848, Sedna was conjunct Saturn AND the Moon!(all in Pisces). Talk about female energy! Women were wanting to bring this feminine wisdom and power into the real world - wanted it to be acknowledged by the societal structures of the times (Saturn). Interesting that Pluto was also conjunct Uranus at this time – the revolutionary & transformative 1960’s had this aspect as well.

Then, the next major women’s rights convention of 1866 coincides with Sedna moving into Aries. Brand new female warrior energy – the starting of a new phase and cycle (aries). In May 1866 Mars was conjunct Sedna in Aries (female warrior energy really taking Action!)

Then, wow! on August 26, 1920 when women were given the right to vote in the USA, Sedna was conjunct Chiron in Aries!! Talk about Wounded Female! The inner guide and healer was helping to heal Sedna’s wound. Chiron conjunct Sedna were beautifully trining Neptune – God of the Sea…uniting the masculine and feminine and beginning (aries) to heal the wounds of separation. (Sedna being the Feminine Ocean Goddess and Neptune being the Masculine Ocean God)

I didn't learn any of this in school - odd.

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How appropriate that we discovered Sedna now while Uranus was transiting through Pisces! Uranus = unexpected surprises and Pisces = Ocean, other-worldly, spiritual.

Let’s look at what was going on in the sky when Sedna was discovered.

Neptune square Sedna & Chiron trine Sedna.

Could Neptune square Sedna be showing us that the Male Ocean God energy is challening the Female Ocean Goddess energy and that we need to integrate the two? And maybe Chiron trine Sedna is truly helping us to heal this feminine wound...

It is interesting that the Harmonic Concordance could actually have been a big signpost in the sky heralding the discovery of this new Sedna energy. The 6 planets that were involved in the Harmonic Concordance were all Water and Earth signs – female energy. The right side up Triangle and the upside down Triangle represent the Balancing of Male (upright) and Female (upside down) energies here on earth and within each one of us.

The healing that Sedna can bring is visible in the Harmonic Concordance as Capricorn in Chiron (healing of the Father, Saturnian, Status Quo energy) opposes Saturn in Cancer. Double Capricorn/Saturn energies! Wow. The Capricorn/Cancer axis speaks of Father/Mother healing, healing within families, healing of the genders. Also the Scorpio Sun (Transformational Male energy) opposed the Taurus Moon (very female earth energy)...so essentially the whole Harmonic Concordance chart was about Transformation (Scorpio Sun leading the chart) of the Male and Female and the Father & Mother archetypes within our world...and along comes Sedna to mirror this back to us! So we don't forget what has been created by the new energies entering our world and us...

How appropriate that we discovered Sedna now while Uranus was transiting through Pisces! Uranus = unexpected surprises and Pisces = Ocean, other-worldly, spiritual.

And what are we, personally, feeling right now? Many of us are feeling down....I find it quite interesting that many of us women have cried our eyes out over the past 3 weeks - and the men with well-developed Inner Females have felt similarly. Hmmmm! Not very scientific, but just an observation on the feeling-energies that are going around right now.

So, everyone! Perhaps the message is to explore and embrace this other unknown Oceanic world of Oneness (that we may have been out of touch with because it wasn't valued in our society) in order to heal the wounded feminine and bring our feminine power to light...which will ultimately bring Balance to the world!

love Tracey

*some of this was garbled - I can't stand editing! - but I'd love to discuss these ideas some more! Perhaps we can, together, distill this new Sedna message...*

xoxo

*I don't know about you guys but I have always thought of myself as a Person first and a Woman second....hmmm....do you think a man thinks of himself as a Person first? I don't know. But I DO know that I feel like I'm discovering something that has lain dormant in me for some eons! My huge, vast, whale emerging from that Saturnian pool aboard the large ship on the Ocean seems to be perfect Sedna symbolism. I knew that the whale (All That Is intelligence, as it swims in the Ocean of Oneness) was going to smack her tail and break the confines that Saturn had put her in (and she had put herself in)...in order to be free and move into the Ocean. Oh I'm rambling, I know! But it is reeeally getting me! Anyone else want to ramble?

xo

Alison....yeah, I liked what Anthony said about the fever purifying the body. (is that what he said? ha! Can't remember now...but I liked it!)

Heat. Sounds like you're cookin' Alison! You know in Alchemy....when all of your Self just COOKS together in a great mixing?

Looky here: "So over steaming retorts (*the cooking*heat* the meditative alchemist dreamed deep visions and wrote them down as chemical transformations. Although every artifex used his own methods in his own way, the opus alchymicum, the work to cook the Lapis, divides roughly into four basic procedures or regiminia:
the nigredo (blackening), the albedo (whitening), the citrinitas (yellowing), and the rubedo (reddening). Each stage begins with decay and ends with rebirth and coniunctio, the chemical synthesis of two substances that alters both--and a counterpart to the Jungian view of transference (therapist + client = something new) and to the psyche's transcendent function, which unites the psychological opposites.

To apply his scheme: nigredo = shadow work, albedo = anima/animus work, citrinitas = Wise Old Man/Wise Woman work, rubedo = Self work. (***Oooh I love this part!!***)

During individuation each of these archetypes surrenders part of its energy to the probing ego and part to activating the next, deeper archetype. The Self archetype, symbolized by the Lapis, is the core."

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Alison what stage do you feel you're at right now?? It really does feel like you're in one of the 4 different stages of Cooking and transforming...

Yip!

love T

Taken from this excellent article