just_peachy
As some of you may have noticed by now, I've been on an incredible natural "high" the last few days. I just love the whole world right now, warts and all, and can't seem to express my gratitude and awe enough to everyone! It's like I just want to shout from the mountains how fantastic LIFE is and how incredibly beautiful all the loving care souls are that make up the threads of creation.
Even little things that normally I would find annoying haven't bothered me. Took my son to the doctor for some followup x-rays and in the excitement of having him Out of the house and feeling good enough to actually go out for lunch with us (Yay!) I left his walker at the doctor's large, shared building. After lunch, we had to drive all the way back out to pick it up and even though my husband was worried that it might not be there anymore, it was right there, safe and snug inside the main doors. Somehow, I wasn't worried about it, or bothered by the long inconvenience, or even by the traffic. My son and I just drove around and enjoyed the sunlight and conversation.
I know I've been gushing over with emotions, but trust me, this is *such* an unusual feeling for this usually rational and even cynical INTP! All the love and wonder and LIFE just keeps overflowing and spilling out everywhere. In some ways, I'm almost embarrased over my verbal outbreaks, but then again, it just feels like The Right Time to spread this amazing feeling, not hide it or push it away. I'm not embarrased to *feel* it, just some old programming tells me that maybe some folks may find it, well, Too Much, but, but, ahhh, it's just so *right* right now.
Rudy - I know how you feel when you talk of a heart full of love. Ain't it grand? =)
And as it's now tomorrow here, the 11th, which just happens to be our wedding anniversary, I'll give you all a brief respite. LOL