I have been paying attention to a lot of spiritual things for several years, reading this forum and similar pages, and generally being happy with life. I have very little money as my job is 100% commission and I am still getting set up with clients. In the last four months I have made about $1500 total. Pretty much all of this money had been earmarked to pay off bills that became due around that time. I have to drive hundreds of miles a week and have very old tires that really need replacing. And, had finally decided to do that.But, for the most part I have been happy. Stressed, but happy.
Last night my car, and a friend's were broken into. Head-sized rocks through our back windshields. Evidently somebody crawled through our cars and got into our glove compartments and what not. There is blood all over the inside of my car, but no good prints. The cop didn't even take evidence. What was stolen from the cars? A mostly used bottle of perfume, some change, a bag of books (still in the bag with a receipt), and ink pens??? I work out of my car. It is trashed. Tons of paperwork now meshed with glass. This morning I was very calm though irritated. I am still calm, but I am feeling somewhat more angry. Except for the books, the total value of the items was about $10. What is the use? Just feeling like it is hard to love the world at this time. Need encouragement. Please.