I know what you mean. 

What about liver flushing?  Forgive me if you posted this somewhere, but have you tried it?

It has helped me a lot to "let go" of some old anger patterns and grudges.  I was the worst at holding grudges and I tried and tried to calm down and let things go, the spirit was willing so to speak, but not the flesh, I just could not "feel" it, could not feel relief from anger or resentment for the longest time. Now after 11 flushes, I do, thank God.

I have had explosive anger too, it's not something anyone wants to admit.

I have also noticed the more I liver flush, the less angry I feel in general.  What surprised me the most was when I started adding in the egg flush (I only do half a dose) from Tsetsi's famous post, I really felt better in that dept.  The raw egg yolk full of choline and lecithin and vitamin d certainly calms the liver demons, which is where anger lives.

Also, hypoglycemia is a big big problem in causing angry outbursts. It's been documented that around 80% of prison inmates have hypoglycemia.  Once again, the liver is involved in sugar regulation.  And the liver flush is helping me massively with hypoglycemia too.

HappyManatee