He said that what happened with M. (betrayal, cheating and abandonment by bf) was not a punishment, it happened for my protection. We worked on why I am alone, my pattern of being betrayed/and or abandoned by people, my health, and finances. I don't give him much information, he discerns these things from God and occasionally asked for a clarification. He removed whatever he found with me repeating healing/forgiveness prayers about whatever circumstances caused it.

First thing he said was I had a belief that if my Mom dies, that I should die soon after. I had three circumstances that would cause me to be depressed/suicidal: being unable to work due to incapacitation causing financial loss, being alone, and having to put my mom in a nursing home.

My mom, unconsciously, has a strong spirit that is controlling mine, and feels that no one can take care of me like she can, and also that she needs to keep me with her. For both reasons, for her to care for me, and for me to care for her. This resulted in me getting a crystal from her, not deliberately, that made my body unable to process mercury and I am, in a sense, being held hostage. Although it is unnecessary, I would care for her voluntarily. He said she really loves me, and it was not true that she loves my brother more.

From my father, I got an autism crystal, because he was unable to tolerate untruth, and so am I, which is one of the main reasons I am alone, I have a strong intolerance for untruth and so I separate myself, and it is also why I hate my career so much. I work in a generally unethical industry which I can't leave for financial reasons. I always knew that was one way I was different than most people, I search for truth all the time. He said I needed to find a purpose in life, serving God, and I will find it out from God. I am a good judge of truth, I have an intuition about it from God. I also got the crystal for polycystic ovarian syndrome from both parents. My mom felt that no man would treat me well and only she could, plus she wanted me to stay with her. My dad felt that life was cruel, and felt betrayed by life, and that innocent children should not be brought into this harsh world and wanted to protect me from seeing my children have it hard so I would be infertile and alone. He didn't want to harm me, he wanted to protect me based on his experience, not realizing that I wanted children. The third reason I got PCOS is that I am or was in past lives judgemental of overweight people and abandoned someone for being overweight. The fourth reason I got PCOS is that I had an abortion in a past life and that spirit was attached to me.

I also had 5 conditions under which I would think of suicide based on past life stuff: being unmarried, gaining weight, financial loss, betrayal by a husband, and not saying final words to a loved one before they passed away.

I had no anxiety, which is good.

I also had an erroneous belief from my ancestors that blamed God for things that went wrong, and I should notice a difference in my prayers now.

I also have karma from past lives that I will have financial struggles.

During the session, which was again by phone, I felt teary at first, followed by peace and lightness, and the feeling of my whole body relaxing, and joy.

So, this healing will take effect within three days. But in 30 days, I should be processing information much differently. And at some point he said, I will have plenty of friends and not be alone. I have to call Friday and let them know how I am doing. I remember from my last session, I felt the healing energy bursts in bed the next morning while awakening, and then was tripping and dropping things until my body got used to what had happened.

Here is the link to my first session, which I posted a month ago:
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I will try to post an update after three days have passed.

I am grateful to God, and Bryan for this healing.

mg