Binged into oblivion...

Date:   9/9/2007 7:10:48 PM ( 17 y ago)

Didn't manage to fast today, it was a family member's birthday so I had a piece of birthday cake and that started me on my downward slide into binging again. I have to STOP this defeatist attitude where I let everything go when a single morsel passes my mouth!!! It's like i'm okay so long as I manage to go 100% hardcore on a program, but the second I fall off the wagon I take it as an opportunity to eat as much as I can because I think i'll be restricting myself completely "tomorrow". But like always, tomorrow never comes and I binge again and say it will begin tomorrow.

So far it is 8:00 p.m. and I have managed to eat the following:
3 c. Udon Noodles
2 c. Watermelon
1 Peach
1Pear
1slice pizza
1 can gingerale
1 bag of popcorn
1 large pc. chocolate cake

I am soooooo full right now I feel like I could burst! And I didn't drink any water today :( Right now I am going to stop eating and drink loads of water. I don't think I will lose any weight when I weigh in again tomorrow, but hopefully I won't gain any weight (hopefully, but not likely).



 

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