Focus 90% of your time on solutions and only 10% of your time on problems. Anthony J. D'Angelo

Date:   6/15/2007 9:11:51 AM ( 17 y ago)

Symptoms:
skin:
face smooth
neck dry
shoulder dry
chest dry
abdomen smooth
pelvis dry
upper arm smooth
elbow dry, slight inflammation
lower arm smooth
right wrist smooth
hand smooth
inner thigh a little dry
back thigh smooth
knee cap mildly dry, scattered bruises skin has repaired
back of knee dry, inflammed
lower leg (front) dry and dull (i call tell the old skin is beginning to wrinkle and peel off--renew)
feet ventrum dry and mildly inflammed
ankles ok

tongue: thin white film on whole tongue
odour:--
BM:--
others:
overall:dizzy, slightly weak

sleep: 6 hrs

Exercise
stayed home today (called in sick)

Goals:
1. I want fantastic health, free of diseases and addictions.
2. Clear eczema
3. Lose 10kg

A rather uneventful day.

I settled my NUS Study Loan application with some technical help from Mr Babu. I will sent in the supporting documents by next wednesday. ( photocopy of NRIC, ECA, Awards, Results (only for TKC Scholarship), Declaration form B and letter of appeal)

I called the family court up and with my friend's advice, decided to appeal against my withdrawal from my Personal Protection Order application. Hopefully, the trial can be re-implemented, falling either on 24th July or 25th July. Like my friend said, it is imperative that I obtain this lifelong protection so that to prevent anything bad from happening to me. She also told me that I had to avoid linking everything in my life back to my family trauma, because this will hold me back from moving on. She is right.

My boyfriend and I settled that we will only see each other between July 11- July 22 because his tight schedule cannot accommodate a long union. I can visit in autumn again. He said he may be travelling to Singapore in October. I changed my flight to Emirates and the ticket is $200 more. Although it is frightfully exorbitant, I know I need a break and a place for rejuvenation before I get back to medical school and there is nothing I want more than to spend time with my boyfriend, whom I have been separated with for many months now. I am sure we will have a memorable time and he takes it very seriously to be fully responsibility of my safety. I just hope we get to travel some parts of western Turkey during the short 10 days.

On the up side, due to the brief trip, I will be able to be home for my tuitions and take over my friend's students for a month. That would earn me an extra $810. I will be able to start part-time work at Sunshine Empire too. In addition, I can attend the trial in late July.

In the evening, I joined my friend for dinner. I have lost a huge part of my cravings. We visited the playground later but after swinging for a few minutes, I started getting dizzy. I needed to rest when I got back to the hostel as I was quite light-headed and slightly weak. Could it be that fasting is already kicking in?

 

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