I will make it

Date:   5/2/2007 1:48:13 PM ( 17 y ago)

Technically, this is day 15 of my detox and cleanse. Ok, so i do cheat a little some days, like have pieces of biscuits or small quanitities of crackers but i wanna think that they can be overlooked. =)
anyway, what i am doing here is to consume raw food such as fruits and raw vegetables hoping that i can heal myself. This is kinda embarrassing but please bear with me. I want to heal myself from my body odor. people might think that this is a simple case of just bathing frequently but i can assure you that its not that simple. Its much more. I want to be free of such boundaries that is restricting me to be free and socially active with others. I dont want to live in embarrassment anymore.
What i'll say about myself is that on days, i am 100% raw vegetarian, and other days, it might drop to 85%. Nonetheless, i have come a long way from day one. i do smell slightly better than last time but still, its not enough. Thoughts of how unfair life is that people have it easy in many aspects while i dont. Yes, these thoughts crossed my mind frequently and i am ashamed to be publishing it here. I cant help it, i really cant.
Since thoughts of also giving up has been passing my mind more frequently these days, i also hope that this blog can help me motivate myself more.
I aim to first reach day 21, and then reevaluate myself now and before. I'll also note down the number of bowel movements i get in a day and my weight every couple of days. And since i am doing this for my odor, i shall roughly give myself a percentage of how much "smell" i have left to conquer.

So anyway, enough with the introduction,
today's day 15. Here's me

Eating out of boundaries: Yes, sadly i had 3 pieces of biscuits and 2 pieces of crackers.
BM: 2 times
Weight: 47Kg
% to improve: 78%
Vitamins/tablets taken: Chlorella 4 tablets, zinc 1 tablet, Colon cleanse 2 tablets.



 

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