I will because I can.

Date:   5/19/2007 11:34:30 AM ( 17 y ago)

me: Do you support me in trying to fix my life and health? I have never been through a harder process than this. I wish you could be here for me. Just let me know. It helps a lot.

my bf: Yes I support you with all my heart.

I am glad I am making the wise decision to correct my health.
I am happy I am detaching myself from slimming drugs.
I am excited I will not have to depend on steroids to suppress my eczema anymore.
I am fascinated by the idea of venturing into ovo-lacto vegetarianism.
I am glad I have the courage to take this fast.
I am happy I am given a chance to examine my life instead of running away from personal issues.
I am glad I want to pick myself up after such a bad fall.
I can.
I can.
I can.

I am happy that I am applying for a protection order against my parents who cannot find in themselves to love me for who I am.
I am glad that I am moving out of the house soon.
I am excited each day I step into the clinics because it makes me feel at home and it chases my blues away.
I am excited that my bf and I can experience what could perhaps be the best summer holiday in my life.
I am comforted that I have a job that can keep me financially buoyant till my graduation.
I am relieved I have a supportive network of friends and mentors.
I am happy to be in medicine.
I am ecstatic I scored well in my MBBS 1st year finals especially after all that I have been through. I made it.
And I will make it again.
I will because I can.
I can.
I can.
I can.

I am grateful my bf supports me. I know he knows I love him. He knows I know he loves me. I miss him. Cheers to life. Cheers to love. Cheers to more laughter.

I will because I can. I can because I have God inside of me. And he won't let go--ever. He will be supportive and encouraging and loving.

 

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