gosh have i been waiting to see this number.

Date:   10/5/2006 6:37:35 PM ( 18 y ago)

“The offspring of riches: Pride, vanity, ostentation, arrogance, tyranny”
Mark Twain quotes (American Humorist, Writer and Lecturer. 1835-1910)

“Beauty's sister is vanity, and its daughter lust.”(proverb)

“We are so vain that we even care for the opinion of those we don't care for.”
Marie Von Ebner-Eschenbach quotes (Austrian novelist, 1830-1916)


Sleep: 10 hrs
BM: none,colon seems empty
Urine: Hot, strange odour
Pulse: strong
Breathing: Nose still blocked, sneezed out some mucus, poor olfactory ability
Tongue: thicker white paste, 95%, water had a strange milky taste. Burping that feels like acid. Reduced towards end of the day
Skin: Dry not flaky. Some healing bruises, some raw bruises(left elbow)
Exercise: 1 hr
Hunger: pangs present during lunch, but able to steer clear of food more easily as compared to the previous day. A lot of gurgling(stomach shrinking). Loss of appetite

Overall feeling: happy I finally got pass Day 1. Languid.Momentary blackout when I stand up quickly from sitting. Nauseus. Constant feeling of vomiting. Slight ache in the upper right quadrant of the abdominal area(possibly due to reaction to the fast). Inflammation in the cheeks subsided. Lips a tinge of rosy pink.

Incident: My boyfriend called me in the morning; left me a voicemail because I didn't pick up the call. We worked things out and I told him I just wanted to feel special to him, just like how every other human being desires to be cherished. His problem: he loves but he does not show it enough. I think the chocolate pudding with whipped cream that I was planning to surprise on him for his coming birthday must have worked the trick, who knows.

Incident: My parents' attitude has taken an unexpected turn. Since a week ago after a blowup between my parents and me, their normally heated temperament has cooled to unbridled amicableness. It scared the wits out of me. I heeded my friend's advice to reciprocate with cordiality--perhaps they have been enlightened by something. But it is a working progress to maintain this front and my occasional outbursts may be seen as impertinence. I explained to my mother today that this new situation is extremely foreign to me and I need time to absorb it. For the last ten years, I lived a separate life, grew up by myself and developed my likes and dislikes. They missed the entire process. When I "appeared" fine, they were never around; now I was sick, they suddenly try to care. The care came a little too late. I have grown alot from this crisis and have my christian friends counselling me. Everything willbe better soon, I am not afraid. God gave me infinite capacities in many areas, especially studies, so there is no worry. School is already helping me along and waiting to welcome me back(understand that despite my illness, I chose to continue with my studies in lieu of taking a year off on medical reasons). I have lived a detached life from them and they may not agree with the way I live it. It will be challenging for me to accept them quickly. But thanks for the prayers. I appreciate it. Thanks also for giving me a less stressful environment in the house.



 

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