having a bit of a rough time

Date:   9/24/2006 5:24:46 PM ( 18 y ago)

I am having a hard time this evening. I really want some food. Well, hmmm, I am not even sure its that. I do feel hungry and food does smell good, but I am not sure if I actually want to eat it. Maybe just writing this will get it out of my system.

I was out all day and came home and crashed. When I woke up I had a headache and tummy grumbles. Part of me is doing the "what the heck am Idoing this for?" routine. The other part of me is thinking "forget it!" and the last part is thinking well, you signed up for this, keep going!

So, I can't remember if I posted this yet, but the goal is now 21 days. Since' I've almost comleted 5, its not really that bad of a goal. I just wish I would get to the part where I feel clear and light and good. I mean, I felt good at the start , but not the "fasting high" good.

Mostly I am feeling grumpy and overwhelmed with stuff I have to do tomorrow and just wanting to veg out.

Maybe Its time for another lemonade...

Thanks for being there. If anyone has any words of encouragement, I'd appreciate them!

Sheri

 

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