Originally posted July 26, 2006

Date:   9/5/2006 7:46:34 PM ( 18 y ago)

I guess the baby making is put on hold for a little while. I’m still planning for a 2007 baby, though.

Me and My Guy are over. It was the friend induced thing. I still don’t get her motives, but I do know one thing, she’ll get hers in the end. Karma, reciprocity something will get her behind. I will be laughing too when the shit pops off. I kind of set a trap because this seemed too weird for me. I told her a bit of news and swore her to secrecy to never tell My Former Guy. Of course she did. Then when confronted with both of them, I demanded to know what was up. I’m a professional feminine type of woman, but I was raised with 2 uncles and a brother in the streets of Paterson, NJ. I can get ghetto. Quickly and with minimal provocation. The weird thing is that I can’t for the life of me figure out why she would do such a thing. I have never done anything untoward to this woman. I can’t figure it out. But there are some things that you need to leave alone.

That gives me more time to renovate my child’s first home.

I drank some more of that God-forsaken Orange Juice. I really have to find another source of folate/folic acid. Spinach is supposed to be good. But I can’t see how I would work that in everyday. I have resumed a raw food diet, I’m also planning a week fast for September and a few liver flushes. I may get to fasting sooner than that. Whenever I go through a breakup, I like to fast to clean that energy off me. I just prefer to do longer fasts when the weather is warm, since fasting makes me cold. I fasted for 3 weeks prior to a surgery I had, and the Drs where floored with how healthy my internal organs were. I’m gradually weaning myself from cigarettes. Last night I only had 3. That’s progress from my usual pack a day habit. I need a physical way to relieve stress.

Well I guess there will be no updates in this section for a minute. Can’t have a baby without a partner.

 

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