starting over

Date:   8/24/2006 10:04:06 AM ( 18 y ago)

I am back at square one. Immediately after I drank that wine alcohol put my mind back in the sickness further than after the 21 days of sobriety. I am thinking of it a lot again and the reoccuring thought of taking a drink comes frequently. I just have to be strong and I have been going to AA chat rooms in yahoo to find some guidance.

I will be going on my 3rd juice fast today or tomorrow. I don't know how long it will last since I am going to be working a lot more starting today. It is easier to eat a sandwich than to prepare juice and take it with me. I need the juice though, it makes me feel like a million bucks. I'll post more tomorrow.

 

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