Bad day, but I will go on!

Date:   7/12/2006 10:29:28 PM ( 18 y ago)

I woke up this morning and cheated. I had a banana muffin. Of all things and you know what, it was disgusting! I didn't even like it from bite one but I finished it anyway....I was feeling down on myself for eating it but I can't quit. For the entire day all I've been doing is thinking about eating. i wanted to eat everything in sight. Will this get easier? Now that I've eaten does this take me back to day one? Tomorrow is going to be a challenge for sure but I just have to concentrate on my goals and seriously get through this....

I'm so mad at myself but I MUST go on. I must achieve what I set out to do!

 

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