Not feeling very mentally balanced this evening.

Date:   4/6/2006 8:41:21 PM ( 19 y ago)

Peace:
The Earth's rotation is a strange, yet beautiful phenomena. Not feeling very mentally balanced this evening. I went jogging -only did 1 1/2 miles--just wasn't feeling it. I had some Kava tea while at work today and it's been downhill since then. Unfortunately, it was the 1st tea I grabbed when I was rushing out the door to go to work. I'll never do that again. Kava is used as a stress reliever but it made me unusually low. I took lunch in my office ---a book and a cup of Kava tea. I couldn't stay up! I had to close my door and sneak in a nap. Then I went to the trail for my jog and I could hardly do a light 1 1/2 miles. I got home and made my fruit juice drink and it hasn't helped my disposition at all. As I'm writing, I'm thinking that this must be a crisis because I am horribly moody. In fact, the only time that I remember NOT being moody is when I was 100% raw. When I started eating cooked food, it slowed my rotation down a little. When I ate meat I was a walking time bomb. Anything could set me off. Now as I strive to regain my rotation, maybe these moods are being released...at least I need to will that into existence.

Peace (may I will peace back into my existence tonight and may peace be forever in your existence)

 

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