repeat of 12th day

Date:   2/18/2006 8:02:13 PM ( 18 y ago)

Well day 13 didn't bring much of a difference =( I am still really grumpy and extremely hungry, I was able to get one veggie drink in today, but still my senses aren't allowing me anything but fruit. I wanna loose weight so bad I hope that drinking the fruit isn't going to hinder that...only because my lax teas have not produced ANYTHING! I am relatively tired but I force myself to do things. I am not sure it's so much tired as it is lazy, I wanted to stay curled up on the couch all day.

I am almost at my midway point...Right now I am in a mental state, My mind is messing with me alot! and I am unsure who or what I am listening too, my mind or my body. I am craving everything that I can imagine, things that even if I wasn't fasting I wouldn't be eating. I have always told myself this is so much a mental fast as it is a body. I am going to push myself to keep going, because I know my body is fine, it's my mind that is trying to win this fast right now. I am hoping at day 15 will be a little bit happier than right now. I am about to drink some peppermint tea, cuddle up and watch my olympic games ( iam so die hard) I am thinking maybe an enema or nice bath might help me along....


Waking up this morning I was SOOO hungry! I am hoping this before bedtime fill up might help me....


I need to do more:

VEGGIES
Enemas
maybe a tad bit more water

off for now......

 

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