Cloudbusting on a personal level - guiding Orgone

Date:   6/19/2007 10:55:21 PM ( 17 y ago)

Unencumbered by devices or conspiracy theory or anything other than my mind my eyes and the natural elements, I go "cloudbusting" by myself.

I sit in a 'reclining lawnchair' so I can look upwards without straining my neck. My backyad is so quiet in this small town, there are no distractions. I soon forget about where I am. All my thoughts go silent as the main thought crowds them out. When thoughts in our heads are ignored, they will go away - its only that we engage them in some that that they can survive at all.

The sky is perfect - puffy white clouds that only occaisionally block out the sunshine - my body is craving the sunshine after the long cool and gray spring. I soon choose a cloud - it is in a line of three clouds, the biggest of them. I still like to test my abilities by using a 'comparison cloud', to see if it breaks up too or was it just my cloud, and therefore my cloudbusting that did it? You see, clouds do tend to dissipate, they just go away all on their own, and that could mean this "cloudbusting" isn't real at all, just a parlour trick, but outdoors.


Here we go, my thoughts are pure like in a meditation, something I know a lot about. The theory is that ORGONE will be guided by my eyes to the cloud I am looking at - it helps to have an uncluttered mind, to allow the full flow of ORGONE. I only think about ORGONE going into the cloud, starting from my mind and through my eyes, "invisible like gravity and magnetism, black holes and anti-matter, no I am getting off track, gently shift awareness back to" ORGONE, ahhhh, yes, it is flowing, the cloud is breaking up in the middle, the edges are fraying.

I want to check the other cloud, not yet, focus!! OK, I am breathing deeply, into the abdomen, I can really feel my lower abdomen going up and down when in this reclining position... slowly breathing in and it goes up, slowly out and down...*1

Eventually, after about 20 minutes, the cloud has travelled past the horizon of the houses around me. I could get up, but naw. It was just little wiffs by the 15 minute mark. The comparison cloud was half gone too, but still there, still had it's shape. Same with the other clouds around it. Only my cloud had changed much, and it was pretty well gone!! I would chalk that one up as proof, but there was clouds breaking up on their own too.

I will start working on larger clouds, some big dark ones. There is the idea that they have more water and that will make it easier for orgone to work. Hmmmm. Its fun its cheap, it doesn't hurt anyone. Cloudbusting is meditational too, and it just might result in a little more sunshine in our lives.

If it is real, I would be in awe of possessing this ability. I am the type who needs to proove things over and over to myself, some kind of insecurity. Oddly, I tend to choose unprovbable things to work on, like Orgone. Silly me, I should quit trying to be so special eh.


PS -
*1] Awareness of breathing triggers the 'negating of all un-needed thoughts' because I have done meditation breathing exersizes for years and years, where paying attention to breathing puts you into the right frame of mind. If you do some cloudbusting, start by breathing deep to start. I just do it automatically whenever needed it seems ["ya ya, years of exersizes Karlin, we know"].






 

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