Music is good

Date:   11/7/2005 1:28:26 PM ( 19 y ago)

It's amazing what a meeting and a little bit of good music will do! I feel great! I led the meeting on "Let go and let god" which is the topic out of the daily reflections book. And I said a lot of things that I really should be practicing when it comes to this food addiction. It was a good meeting for me and I heard what I needed to hear. Then I went to Wal-mart and on the way out, the Toys-for tots girl said "hi, how are you doing today" in this super cheesy cheery voice....I blew past her and said hi, but I wanted to say "shitty" because thats how I felt coming out of the store for some reason. Then I went to pick up some packaging supplies and had this fantasy interaction with the girl at the counter. I fantasised about saing things that would make her feel good about herself and in turn attract her to me. She was difinitely not my type but I was feeling attracted nontheless. Besides, I make no effort to interact with girls anyway....so, I was driving home from the meeting and some music came on that just clicked! And I felt great! All my cares and worries seem to melt away....and it was fun too!

Anyway, it's time for lunch. I am heating up chili and throwing it on top of pasta with cheddar cheese and sour cream....one of my faves....



 

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