Talking

Date:   10/29/2005 2:58:17 PM ( 19 y ago)

I sit at the computer wondering what will come out.....I've done it again, and again, and again.......is it bad enough yet? Apparently not.

I ended up going out for a calzone last night, by myself as usual, then went to Coldstone Creamery.....I thought that a meeting was in order so I went to the meeting. After that I was on my way home and thought that a sundae from McDonalds would be good, but I resisted. Instead I went to Safeway to get Ben and Jerrys. While I was there, I got some fruit and vegetables for the juicer.....yea I know!

The Ben and Jerrys was ok, coldstone is better. This morning was gross, I had some laxative tea to get that shit out from last night. I had to work today, no big deal, I packed two jars of fruit juice and two jars of vegetable juice. Had one jar of fruit juice after my tea. Once at work, one of the guys pulled out a bag of donut holes and I ate them up very quickly......didn't even resist one bit. After work I had 1 jar of vegetable juice and was off to the AA picnic. I had two hot dogs, two cookies, a piece of chocolate cake, a piece of yellow cake, a handful of honey roasted peanuts, a piece of pumpkin cake, an oatmeal cookie, a double chocalote chunk cookie......and thats it....felt nice and sick after that and proceeded to ask myself why I ate like that. My quick answer, I'm an addict......

So now I am at home and will go work on my car....

 

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