I still feel afraid, but I also feel blanketed, comforted.

Date:   8/26/2005 4:10:11 PM ( 19 y ago)

I don't know how to tell the difference between what my mind is telling me, and what Mother and the Spirit are.

Or maybe, the voices in my mind ARE the Mother and the Spirit?

I remember looking at some Chemtrail stuff today [my ultimate fear] and grieving about how there are new chemicals that were added to fight against a Chembuster when I hear a voice in my head saying 'Don't worry. They will stop soon.' I slightly froze, ... I had just asked Liora Leah what it was like to speak to Mother and her Guides and how you hear them. By the way, she has an EXCELLENT blog here ~~> http://www.curezone.com/blogs/f.asp?f=309&t=57833

She described them as voices. When I felt skeptical, I heard a 'No.' Then something urged me to stop looking at the information I was reading about the trails and an explaination that it wasn't good for me and would only stunt my physical and mental growth.

Being the stubborn person I am, I kept looking, and everytime I read something awful, I'd hear the 'They will go away soon.'

What's so odd is that I had a dream one night, my friend and I were sitting on some grass and when we saw the chemtrails, I calmly informed him, 'Don't worry, they will go away soon.'

I think that's the problem. Like in the song 'Tiny Voices' by Boxcar Racer, people hear the voices but just ignore them, like brushing them off because they don't know what it is or the conditioning they received from this world leads them to believe they're just simple thoughts.

I find that whenever my fear for chemtrails rises in my mind, I feel something soothing that knocks the fear down a few notches. I still feel afraid, but I also feel blanketed, comforted.

Mother? Is that you?

Papillon

 

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