I have so many reasons to be happy and content. Instead I am miserable.

Date:   6/15/2005 6:56:50 AM ( 18 y ago)

Hi, I'm a 43 year old. I have a wonderful husband, 3 beautiful children, a large and loving extended family, and some very close and special friends. My life is filled with love. I am truly blessed.

I have so many reasons to be happy and content. Instead I am miserable. I'm lost, sick, scared, embarrassed, and confused. My life is slowly being swallowed by an abyss. My happiness is just an illusion. Dread and despair consume me. I have lost all sense of self. I have lost all sense of reason.

I hope my search for faith, peace, love, joy, wellness, understanding and truth will bring me my much needed inner peace. I want desperately to be able to enjoy and appreciate the bounties and the loves of my life. I want to escape from the abyss.

Popularity:   message viewed 3404 times
URL:   http://curezone.org/blogs/fm.asp?i=976788

<< Return to the standard message view