It doesn't hurt to be armed and strong, but after all-after several decades of life, the sword arm gets tired and the heart grows larger..and less attuned to radical vibrations!

Date:   10/29/2005 9:59:32 AM ( 19 y ago)

There is much Dragon Slaying going on-after all Michaelmas has just been observed and this is the Dragon Slayer.

I've had mine in my pocket for handy access!(carry with me for handy archetypal resolution! this is tongue in cheek for the serious in nature)

This "killing off has occurred in my career, and in my healers, and here at Curezone, and not yet (or perhaps at all) in my circle of genuine friends.

That word "genuine" is the precept/precursor to the killing spree. My own private MaiLai~ the Warrior!

The pattern unfolds along these lines:
1. There is an overt move to relieve my of something that is mine or my responsibility-invalidation of belief.

2. Ownership, BTW-It's mine!

3. I know or have watched you long enough to understand this portion of our interaction- in this aspect of the "enemy" I understand or think I understand their behavior. I intuitively (self recognition) know how to kill this person, or person's behavior off- and I am meticulous and skilled in the execution- I may even allow that person to act out and commit suicide- may favorite. I do not suffer fools lightly on the "killing" days.

5. I participate and I feel resolved. I feel that the crud is up and out_ and then can be healed. Often I love that person, or incident more from the resolution of it!Then I go underground and beat myself up- Mostly tho- I give the crud it's due.

Part of the Innocent Archetype- one of my favorite postures, one I feel very warm about, is that it activates a Powerful shadow side- that is the Kali like-Warrior- Oh and I love love love the dynamic of Innocent to Warrior- Frigging Jon of Arc- you got it?, you want it?, Come get it Baaaby!

And then I caretake- what an interesting- but very archetypically pure dynamic. Peace on earth *not really*. Peace of mind, that depends on what phase the cycle is exhibiting- at resolution -YES! Peace of mind, Good and Evil..yadaYing Yang

I met a woman the other day- she is the founder of Global Harmony - Cheri. Her understanding is deep, and after being duly impressed or in agreement with my understanding of the "nature of things" in myself- she said "why are you in denial about human nature?"I had just been recounting a totally inappropriate (oh notice the words) physical contact in the workplace.

"You are powerful, and understand your role as healer in this workplace, but you cannot stay effectively grounded until you acknowledge these aspects, traits, behaviors exist in yourself and others" Shit, of course, this has been what has been throwing me off for eons, decades, and most specifically now!

Yes, so much have I polarized towards "not wanting" any more gunk in this existence I have attracted gunk by the trunk-full. But it was the glimmer of the acknowledgement that will ground me, and will slow my sword-but more likely, will allow me to be at peace and therefore attract peace!

It resonated like at tuning fork...this dynamic ...there are ways of having less sword play and more fun- although, I have a barrel of monkeys in my Undies at all times AND I AM a stand for fun ! But right next to the monkeys is the big Sword...Or dear How Freudian- The Monkey Sword!

I am booking some time with dear Cheri- and I will explore the monkey sword . May Peace be with me.

I am really rich, and smooth, My soul emanates during Sadhnana. I am polished and healing...and there is such wonderful beauty and goodness...and such wonderful strength and understanding. The world is a wonderful place to love. Good Day in the neighborhood D?



 

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