Baby I need a Nap- Come to Bed!

Date:   9/17/2005 5:17:24 PM ( 19 y ago)

I believe I would have had just a little over a week left, if I hadn't missed Sadhana due to my daughter's triathlon! But instead...Jeez...I am on day 6 of another 40 day program...I was unarmed with the rules...But this time around I started soooo muccchhh stronger on this day 6 I am as strong as...sayyyyyyyy...well if I'd done -30 days -Joke's on Me

**See the key is you lose track of time when you are wrapped up in Sadhana and work and trying to slip in a swim to stay sane***

...and of course I am updating my website little by little...(Oz- this is my retirement)...Although it feel like I will be teaching and not retiring...And I am so blessed to be creating and living a life I love...There are problems in paradise, but nothing that I am not fully equipped to handle...I only have to be me, all the outside is just a frame for me...And So It Is! http://www.tantrayogi.com -Pat added music- what do you think...any suggestions or tips?

Back to the subject at hand (whatever that was!) I am strong enough to actually live, because I do my Sadhana, and respect the rules and am willing to complete another 33 days. Funny I seem to post in the first week time frame everytime (God Bless Me-hopefully there will be only 2 one week markers!)

Here is the significance of 33 more days until completion, Christ was crucified at the age of 33, and more significance; I will end this 40 days on my ex-husbands birthday! So I am rife with relationship. Or Ripe for divine relationship!

And as promised, I am becoming very psychic, I can see the motives and "stuff" of others without even caring about their relationship to me. And, sadly I have begun to see the motives and human frailty in those I dearly love, and this has saddened me...truly, I didn't really want to know. The manipulation of some that pretend to be forgetful, when they are anything but that...and those who actually say "What you see is what you get" ...how bullyish and terribly "entitled" they act and feel...and all that darkness behind the motives...So sad. But this clarity actually relieves the warrior in me. One does not need to fight when things become clear, One just has to use the momentum to free oneself of the Idiot. Whoever is playing that role in that moment.

We are doing the Archetypes, Joe Campbell's stuff in a class that I help run- Ohhhh so full of the shadow side of all the Archetypes...I do love it so. The Innocent, has pretty teeth when challenged..maybe even Tiger Fangs-~Hmmm, who does that remind me of?

Hahahahahha

Happy hunting, and enjoy the prize!

9thbody

 

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