"One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not cleansed well." With apologies to Virginia Woolf

Date:   3/24/2005 8:29:38 PM ( 19 y ago)

Uggh. Am uninspired this day to do much of anything. Today has been the apex of my detox symptoms. Am cold, cold, and dare I say it again: cold. My body aches a little with a dull and slight intermittent head ache. I am neither up nor depressed. Simply detached from my physical self (at least I am not hungry). And, God forgive me, easily irritated by others.

I just went to another MC board and read that it sometimes takes upwards of 15-20 days to see a clear tongue. Sigh. I really had hoped to do this, but I can't imagine going quite that long. And my pants are falling off of my behind. So...how can I get to pink-tongue land if I am going to lose more weight?? I can see going to day 10 in terms of my weight, but beyond that and I just don't know. I miss eating. Chewing, chewing, chewing. But I have no hunger. How the hell can I miss eating if I am not hungry? Well, it's what I am experiencing.

The very cool part of all of this, and the most positive thing to report, is that I am having some epiphanies about my life and what's going on in it. Mostly in regard to career. And about suddenly realising I've been repeating past mistakes because I've done nothing to change my pattern. Now that I see my pattern, I can change or reframe it. This is cool. I am so centered emotionally, yet (as said earlier in this post) detached to my physical body.

I want to figure everything out before this cleanse is over. The question is, will I?

 

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