Today is a beautiful day, and after morning Sadhana, chant meditation, I am off to commune with the depths of my subconcious in Neptune's icy domain- I am so lucky to be alive! Thank you Universe!

Date:   3/22/2005 9:40:20 AM ( 19 y ago)

Blogging from the Heart

Up early and decided it was a invitation to meditate, did Sadhana -Yipee, how lucky I am to be alive, there is no problem, person, place or thing that can stop my absolute joy of being in my skin this morning.

I'm on my way to the Bay to have a swim and contemplate the interesting people I have met over the last week in my search for the perfect living space. Interesting men and women are revolving in my space. 'Our' space since they are here with me. It turns out I must say the correct things to be desired as a 'sharer of space'. And I think some men use this space sharing as a informal dating service or live in service. I think it might be a good bet if there is no rent posted and he e-mails and wants to meet you first (without any money discussion) that it is "different".

As a by product of this search I met up with an old friend from high school who owns rental properties, and we began to discuss our childhood love lives. Hers-married him and married for 33 years, mine married him-20 years and divorced.

San Diego's Point Loma (where I swim) had a huge Portugese fishing population, she married one of those boys. And I dated a few boys from the neighborhood in junior highschool. I asked after "Magellean" a childhood sweetheart- she must have told him. He called me yesterday, and we have a date for tomorrow! I have not seen him for 30 years! He was tall dark and handsome, with the most awesome white, bright smile.

I am laughing, what are the odds that a search for the perfect living space brings a childhood sweetheart back into your life? We will have fun catching up! He has cleared his entire schedule for tomorrow so we can have enough time to enjoy each other ! Man, that's a class act! And let's face it, it's nice to feel wanted.

The point is, the activity of venturing out of an established comfort zone brought a possibility that I had not even considered (or wanted) until it arrived-now I will find out more about me and what my adventure has generated! I am having FUN! and I am positively bubbling with passion for life. Whatever happens is great, whatever doesn't happen is fine.

It's a great feeling to stand in the moment and love it for what it is! I am a very powerful creator today!

I suppose it's time to start a Romantic Yoga Blog! :-)

Perhaps I'll have some chocolate to celebrate!



 

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