wtf am I two years old again???

Date:   6/28/2007 12:57:36 AM ( 17 y ago)

I have journeyed 33 times around the sun and tonight I wet the bed. Actually, the kitten wet the bed first *LOL* and POOPED too. Thank goodness there weren't any worms but it was clear that the cat had not pooped in days. I digress. Words can't express the depths to which my emotions snack over these two days. After hearing that I have a fibroid, things began to downhill. I don't think my husband really understands how much this bothers me. I yelled at my husband because I didn't find his orgasm jokes funny tonight. They're usually funny but right now I don't feel like laughing.

I don't know where the fibroids came from. Maybe it's pent up maternal energy. Maybe it's too much soy which I stopped drinking over a month ago. Maybe it's evening primrose oil. But who am I kidding? I still drink coffee, still eat junkfoods even though it's not as much as other people. Even if I took a little less arsenic than others, I'll still get poisoned eventually.

I've just had some bad days. Just irritating and terrible. Well not as terrible and bad as a fellow at the home who is paralyzed from the waist down :( I love my job because it reminds me how fragile life is. Here I am blogging about how my frustration over being diagnosed with fibroids made me pee my own bed. Yet, I know full well I left work having dealt with women, esp. men! who hate that they can't control their bowels.

I hesitated on blogging about my incontinence but the reasons are almost entirely spiritual and emotional. Someone out there in the cuerzone universe has dealt with this I am sure. I am going to put my oniegg to good use now. I wonder if it will help with the fibroids too
http://www.majesticmud.com/eggs.html


 

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