getting on the diet bandwagon and wedding prep drama

Date:   4/27/2006 7:12:38 PM ( 18 y ago)

So I enrolled in this weightloss bootcamp...http://www.rawfoodbootcamp.com for the overweight. It started out as a camp for morbidly obese women but since then she's started one for us 'thin' girls. Is that like jumbo shrimp or something to me??? LOL Anyway, my eating has been out of control and I've not been exercising so here it is. Plus it's only $25 a month. I decided to do it for one month to give it a try starting tomorrow. I'm ready with lots of green juice because up till recently I was drinking lots of coffee plus my period is coming. So much stress with the wedding preparations!

I had to submit a lengthly application. I printed it out and now I carry it around with me so I won't forget. It's something different and I enjoy juicing and eating salads and fruit. Right now with the craziness, I really need structure. Plus one of the big reasosn for getting healthy is having healthy babies. Today I got my test results back and my STDs and pap smear are ALL NEGATIVE. My blood work is NORMAL. I know that I dodged a real big bullet and my nine lives are just about USED UP.

My spiritual life is not where it should be. This weekend is my shower. I won't make it to church BUT I have precana with my fiance on Saturday. Somehow I must say a rosary or get to church, perhaps tomorrow morning. I've been attempting to reconnect with HIGHER SELF, MY higher self and when things are insane it's hard for me to find time to do that. I know that married life is a lifelong committment. It is going to be a challenge, esp. since my fiance and I are not rich. We are in fact 'poor' as far as having funds but I have three computers and high speed internet so my self pity is a bare minimum. I know that I am going to have to work to help him make more money. I'm almost sure the the deacon is going to make us talk about our money dramas. Right now I'm using cycle beads to keep track of my period because we're going to use NFP. He wants me to use a thermometer and I really try to get into it but it gets tedious and borrrrrring. My attitude is well if I get pregnant so be it and I know that aggravates him because he doesn't think he can afford children. According to the worldy definition we can't but I have no desire to birth my babies in hospitals or send them to school.

This is just the beginning!!!!


 

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