Inner Strength Find and experiencing it today.

Date:   8/9/2007 11:58:57 AM ( 17 y ago)

9:38 AM
August 9, 2007

The second I brought up th word
"Abandonment" last night with Twin Soul
her daughter showed up and wanted to walk along side Momma.

The was no more time to be together.

We weren't really together before she came by.

I was wanting to say some deep things but didn't get a sense
yet that there was the Opening.

She was out taking a late night walk. I was already in bed.
She was exercising her body and head was moving too.

I have been missing the heart connection for about five weeks.

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Momma Left.
Let's face it.

No matter how much Momma our Mother gave us
when we were young, eventually Momma does leave.

Then we have to individuate.
We have to create our own inner Mother-Father.

Truly I see whee I externalize.
With the first impinging pain,
I want to run to Momma.
I will forever feel abandonment because I am self abandoning.

I run outside
before I run inside.

___

I seek comfort in being surrounded by things.
I want to be reassured thatg when I need it, it will be there.

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The Soul is our individuality within God.

The Soul is our reservoir of infinite energy.

The Soul is inside us.

The Soul is Momma and Poppa inside
that never leaves.

The Soul is Inner Strength.

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The Soul is in Divine Order.

W can express this Divine Order
through the way we use our Life Force to create.

Things can be in Divine Order.

Things can be Symbols for Soul.

Things can have Value but too many things
Valued created less Value.

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Today is a day to summon Inner Strength.

Today I am summoning Inner Strength.

Today I am summoning Soul.

Today I am moving out organically the rest
of the things in my bedroom.

My Bedroom:
This is the place whre the Momma and Poppa
come together to connect to make new Life.

This is the place where I am intimate with
myself and others.

Let my Bedroom become a nest for my Soul to find
Sacred Space to rest.

--No extraneous words on book covers.
No learning materials that no longer have meaning.

Today I will face the discomfort of moving the rest
rest of the things out from my bedroom.

Today I will experience the comfort of having a clear
bedroom space.

This will take time.

I will wash underneath the emptied bed.

I will give time to this without beating myself up.

___

Today I Bless all the Women
in my Life --Mother, Lover, Friend,
for doing their life and giving to themselves
what they need.

Today I create a nest for myself,
a place of comfort,
a place where the Mother and Father inside me
is Present.

9:58 AM
August 9, 07

 

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