Had a breakthrough this morning giving away things. I am working on abandonment feelings through getting my energy moving. Much of these old projects I am finding were abandoned dreams!!!!

Date:   8/8/2007 3:05:56 PM ( 17 y ago)

12:40 PM
August 8, 2007

I have a wonderful dentist.
He took over for Dr. Hall,
who was an ally way back to the 70's.

Pablo thought I was going to need to
Crown on my tooth, but we were able to
create a composite instead.

It was a lot less pain and work for both of us.

I got out of there in about fifteen minutes.

He only charged me for the materials.

I Blessed his place as I went in;
what a gift.

A crown would have cost $1000.00.
He was willing to do that for the materials cost too.

Yes, Virginia there are still human beings like
that on planet earth. I would like to be one of them.

I was a bit thrown off coming out of the dentist's
office so early. Maybe I didn't get my fill of pain,
or maybe it was because the Cell Phone rang twice
while I was in the chair. I thought it was
Twin Soul/Best Friend. There is no question
that I am feeling highly addicted these days,
no matter what other kind of female attention I am getting.

I don't know. Better to be accepted and acceptable
as we are by the ones we love. What goes around comes
around. We will all have our vulnerable times and strong
times.

The purpose of life is to be One of a Kind,
that the Holes we come in with are places where
the Whole of our Soul has an opening.

All this Decluttering has me up against the wall.
I am taken out of my game. I see where I am definitely
a people person, with some good Sex from someone who
rings my bell so often.

I imagine everyone can shift in consciousness for the better.
I imagine everyone can plug up those holes,
but the only energy that truly gets the Job done is
sucking the Soul through that hole into this 3D world of ours.

There seem to be a lot of good healing techniques right now
that are in Vogue in my life.

Angelene does one called NET, I believe it is called.
I will get those words spelled out. In any case,
she goes in and works with her practitioner for about
ten minutes for $65.00. He someone cuts the "wires"
so to speak to the emotions that go with the experiences
that come up from the past and still have a charge.

I am not sure if cutting the wires is the metaphor
I use for healing, but that idea of getting to the
other side of these feelings that are connected
to the past is highly attractive.

I am sure that truly, we have to cleanse the issue
of all the stuff in the wound.

Dr. Jensen, could see these holes in the iris.
he could see that through Lifestyle shifts new material
would fill in the hole with new life.

He did his cleanse work with fasting in the early days
or bowel cleansings. He said the a Higher Consciousness begins
in the bowel.

After the Cleansing, there was always the mandatory Lifestyle shift
that was necessary to keep the Clutter from coming back--
Clutter in that case was toxins in the body.

I would say, the Model I am using now, is to clear the Clutter
from my Space and deal with the trapped emotions that go with
the Stuff.

Fresh energy has to come in to stay alive.

After the dentist, I stopped by O.B. People's Food Store.

I was wanting pudding, but they did not have any.

I also wanted as many boxes as possible to start emptying
the books in the basement.

I thought I would get more plastic containers from the Container Store.
I forgot. I will go with what I have.

I ran into two lovely young people at OB People's Food Store.

They had just come from The Tree of Life.

The lady was named Scorpio. She greeted me with a big hello and smile.

They are into simple living.

I invited them over. I really need more help now to help,
and hold my hand while I go through all this stuff!!!!!

Momma!!!!!

I really can get into feeling ashamed,
but that the way it goes. I am clearing some old, old
broken stuff.

I am right back as a Kid being left alone.

The Clearing itself is a Reparenting Process.

Kitty? She was the Director of membership at the OB People Food Coop.

I wanted to add Enchanted Garden to the Renewal Membership.

Highlight of the Day?

The Breakthrough??????

I had a box of pretty papers that I used in the past
to make artwork. I seldom use them anymore.

I gave some to Kitty.

She was into receiving.

I also saw a young mother with a little girl in the parking lot.

I asked if she would like some of the pretty papers for her
little one to draw on. First she was reticent.

I was just wanting to Give things away with a Blessing.

H was speaking about Blessing things and giving them away.

Then, I took my box upstairs...there was a cashier.

"May I give you some of my pretty papers????" I asked.

She happily received them.

I even gave her a photo of mine with a bio note on the back.

I just want to give away things.

I have so very much.

Kitty is also the curator of art at OB People's Food.

I said I would send her something.

That is an idea that Uplifts me.

___

I am looking forward to
unloading a bunch of books into the boxes
I have....

I want to make that space in the basement of mine
usable...and have current things down there...
Not Old Stuff...

___

idea for Paris:
My Space site for John of Revelation????

That would be a kick in the pants....

_____





 

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