Not an easy time.

Date:   8/5/2007 10:13:02 AM ( 18 y ago)

806 AM
August 5, 2007

Where was I headed before I dug into
all these old things in my office,
bedroom, and basement?

What kind of 60 year Life Review
is this?

I am seeing myself invested in
many projects.

Some of the old ones still have energy.

I am in a weakened state, seeing
how I have invested myself in so many
things.

I am alone right now.

I acted out of weakness last night.

I choose to not go somewhere, in fear
of coming into an uncomfortable social situation.

I did not turn in the direction of what
could have been exactly what I needed--
steps beyond the isolation I am feeling.

I do not feel strength.

__

FM this morning,
and giving Joe photos he can use.

__

Have I failed my purpose
in taking on too much?

Does the way out of this seem
an option?



 

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