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3:17 AM
August 2, 07
I set out yesterday morning to
gather up photos to complete
"The Comeback of Joe the Farmer."
I wanted to complete
the Children's book.
I started by addressing a need
for Sponsors...
I made one page with the Andrew Weil M.D. Photo and Joe.
Then, I started to find photos to
get a better quality on the CD cover.
I wrote some pages for the book
about houses....
I was wanting to make sense and update about
the Buy Back Campaign that is at a standstill now.
I wrote somethings to work with that shift...
[ Capture that here...]
Then, I found the original for "A Love Letter to Joe the Farmer."
I had a talk with Joe Jr.
Then Pappa Joe called me back with energy around the
Homeland Security fund available in San Diego...
but no mention of farming.
I felt possesses to create this...
My Mind is not in a Focus Field right now.
I am feeling great yearning for Heart Connection,
but Twin Soul/Best Friend is in a different reality now.
She is being very supportive with wonderful coaching.
I am into the cleanup and some relationship work that
has been stressful around the house....
I need to get my heart space needs met in other ways now.
I realize I am needing to self care, but I am longing
for human contact of a heart nature.
Ananda was kind to share her process, and this was intimate
sharing. Then I went to bed early. That felt good.
I woke up with inspiration.
I have been writing for a few hours.
Time to get back to bed.
I wrote up Fall Events...that gives me a sense of direction...
I feel better about that.
I can see the Fall shift that will be Vital for
heart Space.
I realize I am creating a Horizontal List as usual
and setting myself up for a lot of work.
August is the Key.
I have cleanup...
I have cleanup in my room...
culling out unnecessary things...
I have cleanup in basement...
I have creations to do...
Things will easier now that I did this work.
I also want to order the Astro Report.
I would also like to get my new computer.
I would also like to move along and complete the
Financial Report for 06 and get that done before
the Fall Season.... I will not have time to do that
once the New Year begins....September 6.
Twin Soul/Best Friend was very helping with her coaching.
I want to be grateful for that.
She is in practical things and finishing things...
just not a heartspace of the kind I feel for now.
It's O.K. Just accept.
Food Security through local Growing?
This is an Impossible Dream, Vital necessary,
but off most people's Radars.
Twin Soul/Best Friend pointed out the problems
with local, organic....
I am in a rare niche of availability and serving
a very elite community who can afford some of the last
remaining Whole Foods in our area.
We need to give a lot back considering how
unique our opportunity to get such wonderful food
availability. We are living in a Garden of Eden
here in San Diego as far as food offerings
and climate for growing year round.
More to say...
goodnight...
love,
Leslie
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Leslie,
send a copy of this to Valessa for printing...
Where is my emotional support for August????
I need a team to see me through this time
of clearing and cleanup...
Hard to meet all my own internal emotional needs...
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