WWW3 broke out here last night, again. had some flashes...little Leslie is out and he is not a happy camper.

Date:   6/19/2007 10:53:52 AM ( 17 y ago)

12:28 AM

June 19, 07

Up and at 'em
Naptime over!
Diane New Cohen stopped by.
She is losing a lot of weight.

to Do also:

Create folder for
All PP photo projects.

and Declutterings...

get to work.
get some completions...



1. 8:40 AM
june 19, 07

Some Flashes!!!
Worked most of the day on these
for the new journals to add structure to the
EGIC.

Flash:

I was not sure how to make a lined sheet on Photoshop.
i am still fool around with that a bit,
but mainly i can create an empty sheet for Journal entries.

i also want the bindings.

had a Breakout of WW 3 last night.
N. yelled at me.
"Are you ignorning me?????"

No, I wasn't.
i was just taking space but i did not appreciate
being yelled at at the top of her lungs.
i wanted to show her what it felt like.
i yelled back at the top of my lungs.
i was surprised my kidneys did not hurt.
they usually do when i yell.
this was as much an act as for real.
Then we talked normally, and i reiterated
i do not approach things around here through yelling.

it basically doesn't work.

Her upset went back to last week with another housemate.
She tried on the yelling match approach and that only created
a wall that is still up and very uncomfortable for her,
and i am sure him.

we are all sensitive people here.

the WW 3 had to do with frustration over basic cleaning--
Everyday Upkeep.

She had a note asking someone to mop the kitchen.
i did not see it, but swept the other night.

that is the purpose of the journals...so we can see and celebrate
what we are each doing around here.

The Great Earth Cleanup?

What is that???

It goes back to the Armageddon mythos.

you know...i am still tired.
I have been up more than one hour doing laundry and watering.

i need more rest.

going to take a nap.

--

today...
finish journals...
spines for journals...
blank page.
mail out OTA photos.

Afternoon...

Marcia is coming to clean.

i did the kichen floor when no one was looking.

had more flashes than that...
but i forget when i am tired...
best to write first before i do anything.

little Leslie is out and he is not a happy camper.
he does not like summer when he does not get to go out
and play. lots of people gone now. Angelene returns
i hear tomorrow. Tamar stopped by and then went tripping.
Paris back East. Twin Soul/BF busy this week.

No one to play with.

N had a guest and she is gone.

I wonder if we ever get beyond the Stuff that
our Little ones inside can feel when they get upset.

Made a date with judith for Wed nite.

The upsets are deep inside. Take away what we normally do
and hello darkness my old friend. It's always shocking to see
the rawness and emotions so paralyzing.







 

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